[tearjerker]'s diary

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Written about Monday 2006-10-02
Written: (5313 days ago)


Seether fucking rocked last night!!!!

The Garage, Glasgow, Sunday 1st October 2006

1. Gasoline
2. Needles
3. Burrito
4. Driven Under
5. Deseased
6. Truth
7. Pig
8. The Gift
9. Fine Again
10. Your Bore
11. Because of Me
12. Fuck It
13. Remedy
14. Something in the Way (Acoustic)
15. Broken (Acoustic)

I love this band so much, they remain my second faves of all time behind the almighty KORN!!! but what a show, first time seeing them and i cant wait til they come back, the support bands were awesome aswel, Art of Dying - one for the future me thinks! really got the crowd going, got a signed cd by them aswel which was good, they could make it, mix between Linkin Park & Korn, Engerica - this is their farewell tour sadly as their splitting up but i wish i had heard of them before, they were good, essex band but apparently had a number one in Holland???? But Seether stole the show, hurt my shoulder in pit after gasoline lol, oh well, good times !!!!!!

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Written about Thursday 2006-08-10
Written: (5366 days ago)
Next in thread: 837014, 837545


Most of the time she is just a normal dog named Shelby, acting lazy and eating alot to fit in, but when the world needs a hero, there is one who can save the day...SUPERMUTT!!!!

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Written about Monday 2006-07-03
Written: (5404 days ago)

Any guy who has been walked all over by the person you care about then listen to 18 Visions - Victim! Make you feel better!

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Written about Wednesday 2006-06-14
Written: (5423 days ago)
Next in thread: 808083, 808726

send me a message answerin these please!

1. Whats your Name?
2. Are we close?
3. What do you think of me?
4. Do you hav a crush on me?
5. Would u kiss me?
6. would u fuk me?
7. Describe me in 3 words?
8. If u Had Me for 30 Mins wat would you do?
9. What was ur first impression of me?
10. Do u still think the same?
11.. What reminds u of me?
12. If you could give me anything what would it be?
13. How well do u know me?
14. What do u like best about me?
15. Ever wanted 2 tell me something u could'nt?
16. Could you ever love me?
17. Give me a nickname and explain why?
18.R u gona put this on ur blog and c wat i say bout u?
19.Anything 2 say b4 u go?

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Written about Sunday 2006-05-21
Written: (5447 days ago)

[09 Things You're Looking Forward To]
1] Start of the new season
2] going to see stacey
3] drving with my music loud
4] taking laura for lunch
5] finishing my open uni course
6] seeing the girl that works in the cafe at lunch mmmmm
7] getting married
8] having kids
9] running the london marathon next year

[08 Things You Wear Daily]
1.] underwear
2.] socks
3.] jeans
4.] jacket
5.] t-shirt
6.] shoes
7.] watch
8.] suit (work)

[07 Things That Annoy You]
1.] Neds/chavs
2.] my sis wantng money
4.] not being able to see the girl i love
5.] my mum asking me where ive been the night before lol
7.] saing bad things bout laura

[06 Things You Touch Every Day]
1.] alarm clock
2.] tv remote
3.] stacey lol
4.] my dick (to wash)
5.] my mobile
6.] my laptop

[05 Things You Do Every Day]
1.] Shower
2.] Text & phone mates
3.] Listen to music
4.] drive
5.] watch a dvd

[04 People You'd Want to Spend More Time or Hang out With]
1.] LAURA!!!!!
2.] Kirsty T
3.] Kirsty W
4.] Louise

[03 Movies You Could Watch Over and Over]
1.] Star Wars (All Six)
2.] The Goonies
3.] V for Vendetta

[02 Of Your Favorite Songs At This Moment]
1.] Korn - Coming Undone
2.] Saliva - Two Steps Back

[01 Person You Could Spend the Rest of Your Life With
] She knows wo she is

758797  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2006-03-05
Written: (5524 days ago)
Next in thread: 758896

I was sent this, i think its terrible, and i hate people who do things like this, some sick people out there, I will kill anybody if i find out that they have done this, to people i know that this has happened to i will torture the culprit to a slow and painful death!

[Guy"Can we have sex right now?"
Girl: "Can we do what?"
Guy: "You know, can I be your first, finally?"
Girl: "Um.....no."
Guy: "Why?"
Girl: "Because, 1. you have a girlfriend, who happens to be my friend......."
Guy: "So, if you don't tell, I won' tell."
Girl: "Besides that, I'm waiting for someone special. Someone that I want to be with for the rest of my life to be my first."
Guy: "I'm not special to you?"
Girl: "You're my friend. That's all."
Guy: looks forward and keeps driving.

5 minutes pass.......

Guy: starts to run his hand up the girl's thigh.
Girl: moves his hand, "Don't touch me?"
Guy: tries to kiss her.
Girl: screams, "Would you stop."
Guy: continues trying.
Girl: moves to the back seat

Guy: parks on an abandoned street and gets in the backseat with the girl. Starts to kiss her.
Girl: pushes him off and scoots over, "Please, don't do this."
Guy: "Don't do what, I know you want it, I can see it in your eyes." Moves over to her and starts to unbutton her pants.
Girl: pushes him harder and says, "No, don't."
Guy: getting aggravated, punches her and tells her to stop "playing hard to get".
Girl: crying, continues to fight.
Guy: punches her harder, pulls her pants off, and holds her down.
Girl: screams as he penetrates her, "NO, please don't do this to me!"
Guy: puts his hand over her mouth.

An hour passes.........
Guy: pulls back and wipes himself off.
Girl: sits on the corner of the seat, sobbing.
Guy: looks at her and says, "You better not tell anybody about this. If you're really my friend, you won't tell anybody about this. You know I love you." He reaches out his hand to touch her cheek.
Girl: pulls back, "Just take me home, now."
Guy: says, "Alright." Gets in the front seat and drives her home.

2 months later.........
Girl: "Doctor, what's wrong with me. I haven't had my time of the month in 2 months."
Doctor: looks at her, "You haven't been having your "time" for a reason."
Girl: looks at him and says, "Why?" dreading the answer that she was sure to receive.
Doctor: "You are pregnant."
Girl: faints.

The story gets out that she is pregnant, and people start looking to the Guy. He claims that it isn't his because she was sleeping with every guy in the school(which was a lie). He goes to her and tells her, "I'm telling you, if you lie to people and say that I raped you, I'll kill you."

The Girl is completely devastated. First, he took her virginity and got her pregnant....then he lied about it. So completely depressed......the girl commits suicide by drug overdose.......

Girls, if this story touched you, repost it as "That's Fucked up"
Guys, if this story touched you, repost it as "I'll kill any fucker who does this to my girl or any girl:

758687  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2006-03-05
Written: (5524 days ago)


Sworn at your parents? all the time

Hated them? hate my dad (found out hes not my real dad)

Been furious with a a friend? yes

Angry at someone for no reason? sadly yes

Hated a friend? as soon as i hated one of my friends he wasnt my friend anymore

Held a grudge? yes

Sought revenge? no, just left it as it is

Yelled at a friend? yes

Hit a wall in rage? only way of release sometimes (other than sex)


Had desire for excess money? yes to spoil a certain someone

Wanted more of something when you had enough? not really

Kept to yourself instead of sharing? i do share my money sometimes, sometimes i have 2 much money

Wanted more than you have? were talking bout that certain someone again


Bragged to someone? cant help it

Had an ego trip? not often

Felt better than those around you? when i was with a girl, cos i was so lucky

Felt "too good" to do something? never

Felt like you didn't need offered help? sometimes

Talked about yourself too much? i cant help it sometimes

Basked in your accomplishments? i brag a little but i dont crave attention

Felt like nobody was as good as you? never


Wanted something a friend owned? yes (my mates happiness)

Felt jealous of a friends talents? well it certainly wudnt b football lol, i dont kno wot else talents ther is 2 b jealous of

Felt envious of someones accomplishments? no, cos evry1 is good at other things, n i have acomplished what i wanted

Or of their grades? my grades were good

Or their salary and or amount of cash? no, i have a good wage

What about someone else's clothes? sometimes, but i like my style n range

Appearance or looks? yes, but only cos i feel ugly sumtmes


Ever liked a friends bf/gf? no, but one of my friends di 2 me, thats y i mentioned it in hate

Had dirty thoughts of someone you werent dating? rite now

Been in a suggestive situation with a friend? yes,

If so, whom? louise and fiona

Had dirty thoughts of your bf/gf? always (same as girl im not dating now)

Been to 1st base? yes

2nd? yes

3rd? yes

4th? ...yes...


Put off a huge project till the last day? yes

Planned your day but not acted upon it? yes, ment to get a haircut yesterday but cudnt b arsed 2 get out of bed

Thought of something but didn't feel like doing it? yes

Ignored homework in a class your failing? i never did french homework but got away with it all the time

Told yourself "I'll do it later"? yep but usually dont do it

Slept in past noon? yes, only at weekends, cant sleep much durin week so i catch up at weekends

Sat on the sofa for hours on a beautiful day? weekends again

Not wanted to do anything physical? god yes

Pigged out? eeryday now since i split from my ex

Till your stomach hurt? not that bad

Blown your paycheck in one day? im usually quite good, not dun that since i was a paperboy

Wasted your money? yes, not now tho

Spent a lot on yourself but not others? i spent alot on a girl, n i still want 2

Hogged something? my bedsheets

Kept doing something even though you told yourself to stop? is this a masturbation question?

756338  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2006-03-01
Written: (5528 days ago)

Hello everyone! Well im sitting at work bored as hell, got the office to myself for a few mins. Im leavin here at 12, go home, gt changed grab my hoddel n go round to bus station 2 go up 2 edin, then on 2 glasgow, step mum is picking me up there with my mate, then go back, grab sumthin 2 eat then train 2 hampden! Scotland vs Switzerland! Its only a friendly but still should be a good game! the boys give their all no matter what anyway! i hope diego Forlan scores a few tonight against England! One things for sure my throat will be sore singing all the Tartan Army songs...

O' Flower Of Scotland
Doh' A Deer
Scotland Be Good
Easy Easy Easy
Stand up if you hate england
And many more plus my personal fave...

We'll be coming
We'll be coming
We'll be coming down the road
When you hear the noise
Of the tartan army boys
We'll be coming down the road

Everybody (and u laura) lol

Speak soon

754285  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2006-02-25
Written: (5532 days ago)
Next in thread: 754971

Well im off to the airport in just over an hour, nto sure if ill take my laptop cos im hopin theyl b a chance to get on down there, Millenium Stadium here i come! anyway here is some new songs to look out for in 2006, 2 months in2 it and we could already make a best of already!

Korn - Coming Undone (kick-ass new song - vid out soon)
Fallout Boy - Dance Dance (seen them live, wernt that well known back then but now they rock!)
Disturbed - Just Stop
P.O.D - Goodbye for now (new single from "Testify")
Flyleaf - I'm so sick (really digging this band)
3 Doors Down - Landind in london (ft. Bob Segar)
Chester Bennigton - Morning After (LP singer finally releases live fave)
Guns 'N' Roses - IRS (Returning kings)
Lacuna Coil - Our Truth (christinas back)
Fightstar - Grand Unification (charlie is alot better now without busted)
Mudvayne - Fall into sleep
Taproot - Birthday (not their best but still good)
Evans Blue - Cold(But im still here) - (Amazing song)
Bloodsimple - What if i lost it (sound like godsmack, touring with disturbed)
faktion - take it away
Panic at the disco - i write sins (love the video for this)
atreyu - you give love a bad name (been out for a while but were just getting it here, great cover)
yellowcard - lights and sounds
nickelback - savin me (love the final destination 3 type vid)
need to breathe - you are here
stabilo - flawed design
story of the year - take me back (my story lol)
five bolt main - the gift
loser - nobody knows
hurt - rapture
default - i cant win
placebo -because i want you
hoobastank - if i were you (sold out with there last album but this song is ok)
seether - the gift (vid 2 b shot soon, goin 2 c them on april 19th)
switchfoot - we are one tonight

good selection there, i recommend every song on here


luv ya beckie x

751991  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2006-02-21
Written: (5536 days ago)

WOW! I just listened to Guns N Roses new demo for Chinese Democracy! Fucking Awesome! So syked for the new album when it comes out, you wont want to miss it! the return of the kings! Theyve been away too long, got a glimpse with Velvet Revolver but nothing compares to GNR! Anyway now only 5 days to Cardiff!

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Written about Sunday 2006-02-19
Written: (5538 days ago)
Next in thread: 750869

wow im preparing for a busy week next week. Starting next Saturday, im flying to Cardiff, stay over one night in hotel, then Carling Cup Final the next day, Man Utd vs Wigan, my first man utd game in 3 years, pretty excited bout that! unfortunately even though i was supposed to stay over again that night i have to take a flight back that night at 8.45pm because i have my driving test at 10am the next day. Then back to normal on tuesday, pretty normal day but then on wednesday im off work again and up to glasgow for Scotland vs Switzerland, only a friendly but im a diehard tartan army follower so cant disapoint them or myself by not going! havent missed a scotland home game for 2 years! then stay at my step-mums that night, back home first thing in the morning, but have to go in to work in afternoon. I hope my body can survive the next 2 weeks!

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Written about Friday 2006-02-03
Written: (5554 days ago)

Well its that time of year again, The annual Edinburgh association of referee conference. Wooo! Means im away all weekend watching and talking about football and get trashed at the same time. Last year was amazing, i cant wait for the summer when Scotland is the host for the world conference at St Andrews with all uefa registered refs attending except the ones that will be at the World cup. Leaving tonight, back Monday morning!

Anyway, i wanted to talk about films, i watched quite a few over the last few days and heres what i thought of them

Just Friends - This is an absolute classic, funniest film of the year no doubt. Amy Smart is so hot!

The Ringer - You have to be really fucked up to enjoy this, and naturally i did, Jonny Knoxville plays a convincing retard because i thought he was a retard anyway. The plot was a little far out though, wasnt Lin a little to forgiving?

Cry Wolf - Best film of the year, so many twists, this will keep you on the edge of your seat, so much suspicion toward everyone, Dodger is cunning and beautiful (you may have also seen her as the innocent girl in Dawn of the Dead) also features a role with Bon Jovi who plays a teacher whos fucking Dodger and a local slut. No need for the english dude though, he should have been scottish.

Underworld Evolution - OMFG! watch the sex scene, Kate Beckinsale is my ultimate fantasy and her body is so divine! Scott Speedman is a lucky SOB! great film as i love vampires! Better than the first one. (But Kate, mmmmmmmmm!)

Big Mommas House 2 - Just got it, will get around to it next week.


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Written about Sunday 2005-12-04
Written: (5615 days ago)
Next in thread: 710566

I just want to say that i love my girlfriend so much, Laura is the best thing to happen in my life, when i was at an all time low, she was there and helped me get back to myself (unintentionally), but she is the world to me, i have a lot of love and respect for her, i want to be with her the rest of my life. If shell have me! but thats the way i feel right now. Thats how good its going! i dont know where id be without her! I love you laura xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

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