[nicholas chavez]'s diary

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Written about Thursday 2013-06-06
Written: (3274 days ago)

LUKE!!!!!!!!!!!! Im sorry i never get on here but happy belated and early birthday!!!

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Written about Saturday 2006-09-30
Written: (5716 days ago)

guys i want to punch eric's fucking facein

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Written about Monday 2006-07-31
Written: (5776 days ago)

wuts up dudes and dudetts, i am soooo bored i need a boyfriend

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Written about Wednesday 2006-07-12
Written: (5795 days ago)

ERIC KARAS I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU

                -NICHOLAS ARTHUR CHAVEZ

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Written about Wednesday 2006-07-12
Written: (5795 days ago)

hey guys its me again me and my friend never did finish that story but it is our we copyrighted it so haha lol, man i wish yall could read my other diary on elfpack my username is [nicholas chavez] there and it has some parts that aren't in this one i was going out (wish i still was) with the best guy ever in the whole world, i don't really know why he broke up with me i heard he did it cuz i called him a hypicrit like 2 or 3 times, then i heard he dumped me for a girl, then i heard becuase of the long distance, then i heard something else i will never ever tell yall for as long as i live unless i think i should cuz it would be th right thing to do but still i have know clue wut to believe. you know how they say everyone has a soulmate a one and only in the whole world well i think he was that cuz he was the only guy that ever made my mind go comp,etely blank just by hearing his voice, he made me feel like, like, well he i don't know wut to compare it to but it was the best feeling in the whole universe, he was the guy to actualy get as close as he did to my heart in a long, long time. I guess its true wut they say "you never truely apprieciate something till its gone" i think that how it goes, but i know in my heart if we are meant to be together it will happen, another saying is i think "if you let a bird fly it will always come back to you " i think thats how it goes, man i am really writing a lot mabye i should publish my diary lol, but who would care about me i thought atleast one person did but agian i was wrong i'm so sick of setting myself up just to get knocked down again. When i dated other guys and we split up it never hurt this bad i never cried over them, and for me showing my emotions is something you hardly see i like to just turn them off but even if i do that the tears still come to my eyes. I loved him so much and i still do i really want him to see this but i don't want to make him feel bad, i wish i could get over him, hate him but evrytime i try the tears come back from alll the times we said i love you just look at my guest book, even though he broke my heart i still love him i would take a bullit for him without think about once, i would gladly sacrifice myself if i knew it meant him being able to live, even.....love. i wish i could go back to the moment i was watching to lake house and stay ther forever, sure that day was bad but it was worse when i checked my mail the next day when my friend was over at my house she was there and read it wth me i was so sasd and embarrased, i went to bed telling myself this is all a night mare and when i wake up it will all be over, i woke and really had forgotten i thought it was but a dream till i looked at my mail :(. my friend ashley is going out with a nice guy in Florida and he is telling her the same thing Eric told me and it hurts me on the inside knowing that how i feel right now is how she will feel if he breaks up with her i could never bare that becuase it would be like Eric leaving me all over again, you know wut i really hate the whole "we can still be friends line" its so cheesy and you cant meet someone and love them and just be friends becuase you just cant, but if yall were really good friends for a while then mabye yall could.my friends tell me everyday 24/7 that i should forget about him i should move on and find someone else but i can't i don't know why though but i think its because i wanted to marry him.

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Written about Saturday 2006-06-24
Written: (5813 days ago)

this a message me and my friens were writing on myspace its like a anime cartoon we made hope you enjoy.

fine then well lets toko decide, toko come on ou!!!!*waves his staff around and toko begins to appear



----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Kazé Chidori
Date: Jun 23, 2006 7:19 PM

no she's not and she's already dead!



----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: nicholas chavez
Date: Jun 23, 2006 7:17 PM

why do you need toko you have unamaiginable powers same as toko's but even more and plus now that she has a body she is a person andyourdening her life



----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Kazé Chidori
Date: Jun 23, 2006 7:15 PM

grr no i can't i need Toko o fight Asuka! my evil rival so i need Toko!!


----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: nicholas chavez
Date: Jun 23, 2006 7:14 PM

no you wont if you let her out you get a nice surprise



----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Kazé Chidori
Date: Jun 23, 2006 7:12 PM

No i can't i'll be incomplete!!!!


----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: nicholas chavez
Date: Jun 23, 2006 7:11 PM

heres the spot*nick starts to read from a book, and up from the ground comes a house 10 stroies high* kaze this will toko's house if yoo decide to be nice and unselfish and let her out.



----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Kazé Chidori
Date: Jun 23, 2006 7:07 PM

uh..where are we going? *follows nick*


----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: nicholas chavez
Date: Jun 23, 2006 7:05 PM

*nick opens a portal and goes inside*



----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Kazé Chidori
Date: Jun 23, 2006 7:05 PM

nope i can't! *follows nick*



----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: nicholas chavez
Date: Jun 23, 2006 6:59 PM

kaze you know thats not fair, she deserves to have her own life we will all be friends still come on follow mw*nick flys into the air



----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Kazé Chidori
Date: Jun 23, 2006 4:26 PM

Kaze: *smirks* Okay Toko come back!!

Toko: nooo!!



----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: nicholas chavez
Date: Jun 23, 2006 4:25 PM

yep she choses when to let you out and when you go back in



----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Kazé Chidori
Date: Jun 23, 2006 4:23 PM

Really?



----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: nicholas chavez
Date: Jun 23, 2006 4:21 PM

oh well did i mention she can put you back in her whenever she wants



----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Kazé Chidori
Date: Jun 23, 2006 4:20 PM

Toko: *looks away* sisters?! yeah whatever! I hated that mortal!

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: nicholas chavez
Date: Jun 23, 2006 4:19 PM

well now yall be sisters that can hang out now



----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Kazé Chidori
Date: Jun 23, 2006 4:16 PM

Well Toko is with me since i was a kid and she's like a part of me.



----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: nicholas chavez
Date: Jun 23, 2006 4:14 PM

toko no i wont you cant hurt me
kaze wuts wrong?


----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Kazé Chidori
Date: Jun 23, 2006 4:11 PM

Toko: *smirks* You'll regret that..

Kaze: *everyday human girl? but...

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: nicholas chavez
Date: Jun 23, 2006 4:09 PM

toko drink this*nick pulls out a very big bottle and hands it to her* it will let you keep your body but you will look like a everday normal human girl



----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Kazé Chidori
Date: Jun 23, 2006 4:07 PM

Toko: *smirks* Yep!
----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: nicholas chavez
Date: Jun 23, 2006 3:55 PM

is it over did we when?



----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Kazé Chidori
Date: Jun 23, 2006 3:55 PM

Toko: geez okay!! *freezea Tokiko* Die sucker! *splits Tokiko in half*



----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: nicholas chavez
Date: Jun 23, 2006 3:52 PM

toko you haave to use your new abilities




----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Kazé Chidori
Date: Jun 23, 2006 3:51 PM

yup she missed..



----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: nicholas chavez
Date: Jun 23, 2006 3:50 PM

so toko miseed?? im confused



----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Kazé Chidori
Date: Jun 23, 2006 3:43 PM

Toko:*lunges Tokiko*
Tokiko: *step side way* hmph! too slow!


----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: nicholas chavez
Date: Jun 23, 2006 3:38 PM

kaze and me will help just tell us wut to do



----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Kazé Chidori
Date: Jun 23, 2006 3:37 PM

Toko: heh i'll kill her with one moved!



----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: nicholas chavez
Date: Jun 23, 2006 3:29 PM

using ur hands you can freze ur oppnent in time just by thinking about stuff that scares you and you can blow up ur opponent by thionking angry thoughts but that wont be enuff to stop ur sis it will only hurt her



----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Kazé Chidori
Date: Jun 23, 2006 3:27 PM

Toko: what ability?


----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: nicholas chavez
Date: Jun 23, 2006 3:25 PM

* speaks through minds* toko i gave a new ability



----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Kazé Chidori
Date: Jun 23, 2006 3:23 PM

*closes eyes and Toko appears infront of me* Okay Toko sick em!!
Toko: *summons wind blade*

Tokiko: when did you have you body back?!

Toko:just now!



----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: nicholas chavez
Date: Jun 23, 2006 3:22 PM

well call her back you have the power to do it



----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Kazé Chidori
Date: Jun 23, 2006 3:21 PM

*talks in my mind* Toko where in the world are you?

Toko: walkin'


----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: nicholas chavez
Date: Jun 23, 2006 3:19 PM

well try to call her back yall are still connected arent yall



----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Kazé Chidori
Date: Jun 23, 2006 3:18 PM

Kaze:*sighs* she ran away!!



----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: nicholas chavez
Date: Jun 23, 2006 3:17 PM

wut where did she go?



----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Kazé Chidori
Date: Jun 23, 2006 3:16 PM

Tokiko: so you're back!
Kaze:Uh..where's Toko?


----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: nicholas chavez
Date: Jun 23, 2006 3:14 PM

*nick smiles at kaze* someones cranky lol as he flys through the portal



----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Kazé Chidori
Date: Jun 23, 2006 3:13 PM

Kaze:*acts like a cat* mew? yup!

Toko: *opens up a portal* C'mon let go..*walks inside it*



----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: nicholas chavez
Date: Jun 23, 2006 3:09 PM

toko stop being a baby just direct that ange at ur sis ok kaze having fun?



----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Kazé Chidori
Date: Jun 23, 2006 3:08 PM

*transforms into a cat girl* Okay lets go!

Toko: yeah whatever!


----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: nicholas chavez
Date: Jun 23, 2006 3:05 PM

srry i was all out of pepermint flavor any wayz lets go kick tokiko's butt *nick transforms again into his outfit* kaze you to tranform already



----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Kazé Chidori
Date: Jun 23, 2006 3:02 PM

*drinks the potion* uh..this is nasty!!



----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: nicholas chavez
Date: Jun 23, 2006 3:01 PM

kaze drink this *hands her another potion* it will give an unlimited amount of powers



----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Kazé Chidori
Date: Jun 23, 2006 3:00 PM

Toko: *falls on the floor* Shoot!!!



----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: nicholas chavez
Date: Jun 23, 2006 2:57 PM

*toko cries in pain a scratch apperas on her body* see you cant hurt us and if you try it hurts you



----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Kazé Chidori
Date: Jun 23, 2006 2:55 PM

Toko: *runs towards Nick and tries slashing*



----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: nicholas chavez
Date: Jun 23, 2006 2:53 PM

*toko's body appeard right next to kaze* toko the potion we just took has to purposes to give you a temp. body and to mae it to where you cant hurt any humans just it if you dont believe me



----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Kazé Chidori
Date: Jun 23, 2006 2:50 PM

*Body began to glow and Toko's body began to appear*


----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: nicholas chavez
Date: Jun 23, 2006 2:48 PM

thats why i took special steps in making hid potion kaze drink this nick drinks a duplicate potion*



----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Kazé Chidori
Date: Jun 23, 2006 2:46 PM

Toko: *laughs* Before that spell wears off i'll kill you all in one blink!!

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: nicholas chavez
Date: Jun 23, 2006 2:41 PM

i know that i'm not that stupid but i can give her back her body but it will only last for a short while just long enuf to help destroy tokiko*nick starts to mix the potion*



----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Kazé Chidori
Date: Jun 23, 2006 2:35 PM

No we can't release Toko! She's evil too and she'll destroy us all!

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: nicholas chavez
Date: Jun 23, 2006 2:31 PM

i think i can help you out toko *nick starts looking through his books*



----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Kazé Chidori
Date: Jun 23, 2006 2:24 PM

Have you forgotten she's an immortal and we can't beat her.

Toko: I wish i still have my body then i would kick her ass!


----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: nicholas chavez
Date: Jun 23, 2006 2:19 PM

*they are at nicks house* wow that was unexpected i thought she was dead



----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Kazé Chidori
Date: Jun 23, 2006 2:16 PM

Uh..okay!!


----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: nicholas chavez
Date: Jun 23, 2006 2:14 PM

tokiko!!!! *nick throws a potion on the ground after the smoke clears him and kaze are gone* * nick talks to kaze through there minds* hhey i made us in visible dont make a sound let go home now we need to talk



----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Kazé Chidori
Date: Jun 23, 2006 2:11 PM

*coughs* nope!

???: I didn't know that ur coming back here!*laughs*

Kaze: *growls* Tokiko!


----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: nicholas chavez
Date: Jun 23, 2006 2:10 PM

*nick rushes to kaze* anything broken?


----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Kazé Chidori
Date: Jun 23, 2006 2:08 PM

*Kaze follows Nick but got hit by something and hits the tree*


----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: nicholas chavez
Date: Jun 23, 2006 2:06 PM

ok w/e i just thought you likse some of ur own well lets go *nick floats upward *



----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Kazé Chidori
Date: Jun 23, 2006 2:05 PM

nah!! Toko will just take over me easily..


----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: nicholas chavez
Date: Jun 23, 2006 2:03 PM

oh i get it now well im a witch in this story so anywayz back to the story
would you like some powers i could give you some kaze?



----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Kazé Chidori
Date: Jun 23, 2006 1:57 PM

oh she's borrowing powers from Toko the demon inside her.


----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: nicholas chavez
Date: Jun 23, 2006 1:56 PM

crystal thats wierd a human can float but not do magic?


----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Kazé Chidori
Date: Jun 23, 2006 1:55 PM

nah..im just human. I can't change unless Toko takes over my body.

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: nicholas chavez
Date: Jun 23, 2006 1:52 PM

yeah i thougt we got ride of her last time i have the scares to prove it* nick starts glow meaning he is changing to his magical outfit* you should to kaze




----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Kazé Chidori
Date: Jun 23, 2006 1:45 PM

Oh!! I rememeber now!! this is the demon realm where Toko came from and her evil sister Tokiko is here too!

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: nicholas chavez
Date: Jun 23, 2006 1:43 PM

just make up a place that has bad memories for us cuz its like the place wee last saw make up a name- the bad guy ok

are you sure kaze


----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Kazé Chidori
Date: Jun 23, 2006 1:41 PM

*grabs Nick by the collar and drops Nick where there's no quick sad* nope i can't remember.


----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: nicholas chavez
Date: Jun 23, 2006 1:34 PM

no i wasnt*blusheing* any wayz can you help me out of here? do you reconize where are now?



----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Kazé Chidori
Date: Jun 23, 2006 1:32 PM

Hey ur shouting for help!! *floats up so she can't get sucked by the quick sand*

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: nicholas chavez
Date: Jun 23, 2006 1:31 PM

*kaze sees nick and sees hes stuck in quick sand* she runs over and nick sees her *i told you to stay otu there/



----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Kazé Chidori
Date: Jun 23, 2006 1:29 PM

Great! *jumps in the portal*



----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: nicholas chavez
Date: Jun 23, 2006 1:27 PM

*kaze see portal and hears another cry for help coming from the other side*




----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Kazé Chidori
Date: Jun 23, 2006 1:25 PM

*Kaze runs inside the house* What happened??



----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: nicholas chavez
Date: Jun 23, 2006 1:22 PM

kaze and toko hear a a cry for help



----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Kazé Chidori
Date: Jun 23, 2006 1:19 PM

Toko: who is that guy?!

Kaze: a friend of mine

Toko: Pssh! I can kick anybody's butt!!

Kaze:I know!



----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: nicholas chavez
Date: Jun 23, 2006 1:16 PM

idk but im going to check it out*nick uses a spell to put a shield around kaze* stay here *nick goes into the strange light and dissapears



----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Kazé Chidori
Date: Jun 23, 2006 1:14 PM

*tilts head* nope? is it the leprchaun?


----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: nicholas chavez
Date: Jun 23, 2006 1:13 PM

look at the light look familar kaze?*tries to get kaze to think, hoping hes not right*



crystal we should right books lol



----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Kazé Chidori
Date: Jun 23, 2006 1:12 PM

*looks at Nick* uh..why?


----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: nicholas chavez
Date: Jun 23, 2006 1:06 PM

i dont think its a party ive never seen a light like that *pulls kaze back a little*


----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Kazé Chidori
Date: Jun 23, 2006 1:03 PM

*stares at my house* Okay! who that party and they didn't even invite! that's my house!!!*walks towards my house*

----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: nicholas chavez
Date: Jun 23, 2006 1:00 PM

ok lets go* running to the icecream shop they see a mysterious glow coming from kazes house*



----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Kazé Chidori
Date: Jun 23, 2006 12:56 PM

Sure!! I like ice cream!!



----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: nicholas chavez
Date: Jun 23, 2006 12:55 PM

yeah *changes the subject* wanna go get an icecream



----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Kazé Chidori
Date: Jun 23, 2006 12:52 PM

*laughs* You meant to trip? hehe i do that sometimes! Xp



----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: nicholas chavez
Date: Jun 23, 2006 12:42 PM

i thought i had a different name oh well w/e
hey *blushing* i meant to do that



----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: Kazé Chidori
Date: Jun 23, 2006 12:41 PM

*runs up to him and pick you up by the collar* Hey Nick!


----------------- Original Message -----------------
From: nicholas chavez
Date: Jun 23, 2006 12:38 PM

hey kaze *runnig up to her and trips over a rock*

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Written about Wednesday 2006-06-21
Written: (5816 days ago)

i love my friend corey but saddly he is straight and involved with someone :'( .

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