[Forgetmenever]'s diary

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Written about Monday 2015-09-28
Written: (1746 days ago)

Fuck, I was a wreck back then...How embarrassing.

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Written about Wednesday 2007-07-04
Written: (4754 days ago)

Wow....so much has changed for me....I thought I was in love....twice....both times the guy turned around and broke my heart....I dont think I'll find anybody for a long time....Every time I think I've found the one....he turns out to be the WRONG one....He was my life....and he left me in the cold to die....then he came back and used me for 7 MONTHS....I guess I'm not ment to find love right now....*sigh* I hope to god my next love goes better.....

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Written about Wednesday 2005-11-09
Written: (5356 days ago)
Next in thread: 702478

How is it that you can get so close to someone....without even seeing them? 
How is it you can be the happiest person in the world when they are talking to you?
How is it that you can become so taken by someone.....and have it all taken away without any warning?
Please....If you have any of these answers please write and tell me.

682266  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2005-10-15
Written: (5381 days ago)

Never getting too close
Admirering from afar
Never saying a word
To give me away
I'm not even sure
you know my name
I'm so close to you
And yet,
I'm so far
Longing for your touch
your laugh, your smile
Maybe one day you'll know
what you mean to me
Until that day
I'll have to stay away
Never getting too close
And admirering from afar

667482  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2005-09-18
Written: (5408 days ago)

as time goes by
inside I die
while I wait on the sidelines
to feel your touch
to hear your voice
I wonder how long its going to take
for you to see the desire in my eyes
maybe you'll call me yours
maybe you'll change your mind
or maybe you'll walk away
maybe you'll take it all away
so as I said before
as time goes by
Inside I die
as I'm waiting on the sidelines
I may never be anything more
than your sideline girl

I wont say who this is about....but I think you know who you are

619698  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2005-07-10
Written: (5478 days ago)

why me
the sun sets outside my home
outside my reach
but yet
in the palm of my hand
the sun is my life
the sun

611982  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2005-06-29
Written: (5488 days ago)

what happened to coming to my graduation?
my wedding?

what happened to holding my baby after I give birth?
teaching my child to fish?

what happened to being the person I look up to most?
being the person I could talk to?

what happened to the guy I wanted to meet my first love?
to meet my future husband?

what happened to the person who wasn't scared of anything?
who could always make me smile?

what happened to the guy who helped my dad through the tough times?
to the guy who knew every word to the gilligan's island theme song?

Its been five long years since you took yourself from my life
and I hate you for doing it
I hate you for not being there
and I love you for being a big part of my life for 10 years

We miss you
We love you
RIP Eric

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Written about Tuesday 2005-06-28
Written: (5490 days ago)

I've been blessed with the love of an angel
he's very dear to me
he's kind and sweet and gentle
and always there for me

I'll keep him close
when I am sad
he is always there to wipe away my tears

He's the best thing I could have asked for
And I hope he knows just how much
he really means to me

And I hope he knows I'll always be there
when he needs a sholder to cry on
I love him
I need him
I just hope he knows

I've been blessed with the love of an angel
he's very dear to me
he's kind and sweet and gentle
and always there for me

610196  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2005-06-28
Written: (5490 days ago)

Love is
When you seem to fall into his arms
When you hold her tight

Love is
Feeling like you NEED to be with her
Feeling like you can't breathe when you aren't with him

Love is
When you long for his touch
When you call her just to hear her voice

Love is
Wanting to hold her forever
Wanting to be with him all day every day

Love is
Seeing his weaknesses as perfection
ONLY seeing her when the room is full of people

Love is
Wanting to call her the next day
Waiting by the phone for him to call

Love is
When you can't stop thinking about him
When you seem to get melt in her eyes

Love is
What I will always feel for you

Will you feel it too?

by:Me of course

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Written about Sunday 2005-06-05
Written: (5513 days ago)

look into her eyes
all you can see is a broken home
a broken soul
a broken life
she puts on a fake smile that does not reach her eyes
deep down inside she knows you can see right through her
she looks back on a childhood skattered with tragities
death and despair
she wants to feel
she wants to heal
but she knows the scars will not heal
so she writes letters to all she holds dear
holds them to her heart as she reaches for the gun
she ends her life
as it starts to rain
her body lands on the bed
she stares at the ceiling
with that same look she gave you
when you looked into her eyes
-me [Forgetmenever]

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