[Mrs. Carter]'s diary

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Written about Monday 2007-06-18
Written: (4632 days ago)

i love him and evrything about him but i can't have him
i want him and he wants me but it just can't be
what do i do i'm lost though when your not around and babe its killin me its killin you both of us tryin to be strong i don't know what to but i can feel me losing it tryin to be quite about it but my feelings for you just can't be. We told them it wasn't this and now we are talkin all about it but i can't help the way we look at each other and i can't stand the way you could care less what they think and me tryin to be strong and pretend i don't but all i know is that this just can't be theres no way it can. theres no way you can stay there and tell me that there is a way when i know it just can't be

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Written about Thursday 2007-05-31
Written: (4650 days ago)

I THOUGH YOU WAS GOIN TO BE WHAT I NEEDED IN A MAN BUT JUST LIKE MANY OTHERS YOU BROKE MY HEART AND YOU DON'T EVEN CARE IT HURTS ME TO SEE YOU ACT LIKE THIS AS WE BOTH NO WE BELONG TOGETHER YOU TOOK MY HEART AND YOU STILL HAVE IT, EVEN THOUGH ITS IN MILLIONS OF PEICES NOW YOU STILL HAVE IT, I HATE TO THINK THAT THIS COULD BE IT THAT THIS COULD BE THE END BUT IT VERY MUCH COULD BE, AND I THINK ABOUT IT ALL THE TIME, I THINK HOW FOREVER ISN'T LONG ENOUGH AND HOW IT NEVER REALLY WILL BE, BUT AS I THINK I KNOW I HAVE TO LET YOU GO BECAUSE YOUR ONLY CAUSEIN ME MORE PAIN AND ITS NOT WORTH THESE TEARS THAT IS STILL FELLIN FROM MY EYE.
PLEASE REMEMBEE MY HEART WILL HEAL AS TIME GOES ON

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Written about Wednesday 2007-05-30
Written: (4651 days ago)

ok i really like this guy, i get mixed feelings from him, i don't know if he likes me or not.I really think he does but then again, i'm not so sure, i don't know what to do and i don't know if i should tell him or not
what should i do
i'm so confused
anyone got any suggestions

942704  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2007-05-26
Written: (4656 days ago)

please don't think about me when you lay next to her
please don't think about me when i am online
please don't think about me when she looks into your eyes
please don't think about me when you kiss her neck
please don't think about me when your holdin her at night
please don't think about me when she leaves you cold and lonely
please don't think of me
cause i won't be thinkin of you
sorry love hurts so bad
but this is how it has to be
and
please don't think of me

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Written about Tuesday 2007-05-22
Written: (4659 days ago)
Next in thread: 942316

hey i know this gurl who thinks that shes all that when really know likes her she tells her boy friend what to do and thinks that he has to do it or else
i thinks it bullshit
girls or boys if you do this then
GET A LIFE

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Written about Wednesday 2007-03-28
Written: (4714 days ago)
Next in thread: 940338

i gave you everything you asked for
i gave you everything you wanted
but it never seemed enough
i don't no what to do
lost in this world of shame
as i relize i just lose the on i loved.
forever and always
my heart will always be yours!!!!!!!!!
even if you hate me!!!!!!

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