I cried for the first time in a long time today. Its not a feeling I am used to. She is worth every tear that fell. I will get her back. The sad part is that it is completely my fault. I allowed myself to become weak enough to cheat. I will never forgive myself for doing this but I hope she will. She told me she loved me and once said that we can work through anything. It is time to see if she meant the words she told me. I know I meant everything I said to her.