well, i figured i mine as well update this. since its been ages. :)
My name is Maria. Im 21 years old.
i dont strive to make anyone else happy except the people
that matter most to me.
i like to say that i dont care what other people think,
even if sometimes thats a lie.
ive been through allot in my life, all of which has
changed me, in many ways.
i like to think its for the best.
im a pretty self concsious person, ive never thought
very highly of myself or my looks.
my sisters and my closest friends are really the only
ones whos oppinions matter to me.
everyone else can go fuck themselves.
this right here, is my life, go mess with your own.
if you treat me with respect, the same will be given.
im honestly a very nice, layed back fun person.
ive always been addicted to all kinds of video games.
im a huge tomboy, always have been, always will be.
most of my friends are guys... actually, all of my
friends are guys, except for one, and she is my best friend.
imma smoker. i should quit, but i love it too much.
i swear its the only thing that keeps me sane.
everynow and then i can commit myself and make a pretty
sweet drawing.. sometimes.
it takes allot to earn my trust, and if you lose it,
its even harder to get it back.
i listen to all kinds of music, all the time.
my favorite genres are soft rock and alternative rock.
my favorite thing to do to pass the time is chill
with my friends.
i hate my father. seriously.
most of the human race is fucking ignorant, and we
are the most strange, random, cruel beings on earth.
so most people, i dont much care for.
but im awesome at puttin on my game face, making people
believe im happy and content.
most of the time tho, my thoughts move through my head
like a tornado, stressin me to the max.
im NOTHING like "most" girls.
i hate pink, i love trail ridin, and i dont give a shit
if i "brake a nail."
my favorite colors are red and black, most of my clothes
are black, but that doesnt make me a "goth."
im always wearin a hoodie, and i love my sweatpants.
i almost considerd dating girls, back when my last ex
ripped my heart out through my throat, burned it and
stomped out the ashes.
honestly tho, i hate most chicks.
i hate their drama, their mood, the way they think of
themselves, how they act and talk.
my modo for myself to live by, is that if you never truelly
hope for the best, you will never be dissapointed.
life just, seems easier that way.
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