"They say evil prevails when good men fail to act... what they should say is... evil prevails" ~ Lord of War
I look around and I see all this potential, and I see squandering. God damn it, an entire generation pumping gas, waiting tables; slaves with white collars. Advertising has us chasing cars and clothes, working jobs we hate so we can buy shit we don't need. We've all been raised on television to believe that one day we'd all be millionaires, and movie gods, and rock stars. But we won't, we're slowly learning that fact. And we're very, very pissed off. Reject the basic assumptions of civilization, especially the importance of material possessions. Fuck off with your sofa units and string green stripe patterns, I say never be complete, I say stop being perfect, I say let... lets evolve, let the chips fall where they may. Is your life so empty that you honestly can't think of a better way to spend these moments? Or are you so impressed with authority that you give respect and credence to all that claim it? Do you read everything you're supposed to read? Do you think everything you're supposed to think? Buy what you're told to want? Get out of your apartment. Meet a member of the opposite sex. Stop the excessive shopping and masturbation. Quit your job. Start a fight. Prove you're alive. If you don't claim your humanity you will become a statistic. Hitting bottom isn't a weekend retreat. It's not a goddamn seminar. Stop trying to control everything and just let go! You're not your job. You're not how much money you have in the bank. You're not the car you drive. You're not the contents of your wallet. You're not your fucking khakis. You're the all-singing, all-dancing crap of the world. And God? Fuck him. Our fathers were our models for God. If our fathers bailed, what does that tell you about God? You have to consider the possibility that God does not like you. He never wanted you. In all probability, he hates you. This is not the worst thing that can happen. We don't need him! Fuck damnation, man! Fuck redemption! We are God's unwanted children? So be it! We're the middle children of history, man. No purpose or place. We have no Great War. No Great Depression. Our Great War's a spiritual war... our Great Depression is our lives. Only when you give up everything can you do anything. First you have to give up, first you have to *know*... not fear... *know*... that someday you're gonna die. On a long enough timeline, the survival rate for everyone drops to zero.
Seems that I have gone silent for far too long. Regular updating is required I suppose, I wouldn't want my buyers to get hungry. If you know my name then good for you, you are now one of few. If not then that's just one of the thousands of mysteries your just gunna have to find out for yourself.
I am not a patient man any longer. I am not blind, I am not deaf. What I am is confident of my abilities and my strengths, trying not to leave any room for weakness. I am a lonely man for my dedication to my goals. Most can't keep up with me and drop out of the race rather easily.
If your a guy don't bother sending a message. If I am looking for new dogs to train I will make applications for you to fill out. Until then, I have no use for pups.
I do not drink, I do not smoke, I do not do drugs, I don't do piercings, I don't do tattoos, I don't do anime, I don't do card games, I don't do parties, I don't do religion, I don't do technology, I don't do gory, I don't do cutting, and I don't do charity.
OH, AND BY THE WAY, I'm a fan of the good ol American "Hello", and it's the only way to start off a good conversation. If your one of those emo losers who are SOOO picky about every message and whether it just says "Hello" or if it has a self written autobiography of myself, I don't care. I will tell you Hello, and you will greet me back with a Hi or Hello or How are you or something of the friendly sorts. Anyone else can stop wasting their time with me, because you obviously have a large bug up your ass, and should go back to cutting yourself. You don't waste my time, I don't waste yours.
And when it comes to verbal fights, don't think you will win. I don't have the patience to sit here in this dumbass chair staring at this dumbass computer, talking to dumbass people. The first words you say to TRY and annoy me or change me then you will be up on my blocked list. Lets try to keep talking a... happy thing, agreed?
When it comes to how to do things, there is only one way... My way... I am fair, I am just... I know my place, so just know yours. The time for playing pitty party is over. When your on my team, you play by my rules.