[Sobori]'s diary

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Written about Wednesday 2006-09-27
Written: (4931 days ago)
Next in thread: 857287

Subject = PICTURES

Blegh I`m sick today >< Well not really sick.. I`m kinda having a splitting-head kind of headache so I skipped school and I think I`m also gonna skip tomorrow if this continues -.-
Grytsje still managed to make a few good pics of me though , I don`t know how she pulled it off , but she did ^^
Its weird because I hate and love being taken pictures from at the same time. I hate it because I get nervous in front of a camera and don`t know how to pose..grytsje is about the only one that can take decent pictures of me. And I love being taken pictures from because I like dressing myself up and seeing the end result (if its a good one)
I`d like to be on a picture with my sis where we both look good , because its always that either she looks perfect and I`m pulling off a weird face ,or the other way around.
But then again...perfect sister pictures might be a bit boring :P
I also have a new mission.. I want grytsje to make a good pic of me and josry. Not a posed one , just a sweet one.
Why ? Well.. I don`t have a nice pic of him and I`ve always wanted one but he used to hate being photographed ..but now he`s being a total sweetheart to me so he might agree ^^

I`ll put a few of today`s pictures here so you can see ^^
Offcourse I`ll do the ones that worked out allright:P doh.



OKey those were about it >< the rest is way too silly to put over here XD

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Written about Thursday 2006-09-21
Written: (4937 days ago)

I`ve drawn something today that I`m really proud of.. well I didn`t draw it today.. I drew it last week and I nearly finished it today.
Drawing couples is soo damn hard 0.o

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Written about Friday 2006-09-15
Written: (4943 days ago)

So..uurm here`s the story.
I think my ex and I are going back together again. I`ve predicted this though..so it isn`t much of a surprise for me. A few weeks ago we started hanging out again and I felt that we both missed eachother. I almost had forgotten how easy it is to talk to him about random , but also serious things. We understand eachother with half a word , and thats rare you know :P So we talked , about almost anything the whole day . And for the rest of the week we stayed seeing eachother or *accidentaly* bumping into eachother when shopping or something.
We are still talking a lot now..and its almost like we`ve never been apart. I think he`s gonna ask me for a relationship on my birthday..actually I know that . Dunno why , I just know.

I haven`t talked about this with anyone besides my sister , because I may be wrong. But than again , he`s sending so much very VERY hard to miss signs that its almost impossible for me to not see them as not-so-well-hidden flirts.
People that know me are gonna say that I must be nuts to even consider starting an relationship with the same guy for the third time. I must say that it does sound kind of foolish..And maybe it is. But I also know that I broke up with him because I knew that we would end up hating eachother if we continued. I knew that if I would not dump him , the little love he had left would die and he would feel nothing for me. I prefered him hating me instead .
I dumped him so he could love me again , I knew that he would because thats the kind of person he is. He is the kind that can`t be in a relationship for a very long time ,because he thinks he`s gonna miss too much . I know that , so I let him go. At that time I also was so depressed , that I could not handle the whole situation..If I could I would`ve found another reason besides having to end it. But ooh well..I did and now we are going back together again if I`m not mistaken.
I`m happy about that , because I`ve never stopped loving him. And strangely enough , I`m not even the slightest bit scared of what will happen. I am not affraid of getting hurt , because getting hurt is worth it. Definetly ^^

*UPDATE 19 september *
I was right , yesterday on my birthday Josry (yes..thats his name..you are not the only one that is thinking about that green dino thing named Yoshi now ^^ ) and I started something for the third time XD
Very romantic mushy mushy story it is , but I`m not gonna tell the details now.. the fact is. I was right ^^

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Written about Monday 2006-09-04
Written: (4954 days ago)
Next in thread: 852090

found this poem in some house , it made me smile ^^

[~I Seem To Have A Problem~
...I Think I've Lost My Heart...
~I Can't Find It Anywhere~
...It's Like I'm Searching...
~Through The Dark~
...I Was Beginning To Panic...
~Wondering What To Do~
...Then I Remember...
~My Heart Belongs To You~

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Written about Sunday 2006-08-20
Written: (4969 days ago)

I`ll be gone for a week again !! This time I`ll go to a foreign country (yay ^^)
anyway , see you all in a week ;)

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Written about Sunday 2006-08-13
Written: (4976 days ago)

I am making this because I am very , very bored ...and because I like those enquete thingies :P

1. First Name:

2. Were you named after anyone?
Yes I was named after my great grand mother from my fathers side and after my grandmother from my mother`s side .

3. Do you wish on stars?
Always ^^ 

4. Which finger is your favorite finger?
My pinkies ,dunno why.

5. When did you last cry?
...Pff....a few weeks ago during a movie

6. Do you like your handwriting?
No I hate it XD

7. What is your favorite lunch-meat?
Roast beef *.*

8. Any bad habits?
I bite my finger/toenails , I swear , I don`t pay attention and I`ve got the habit to make everything sound cute
9. What is your most embarrassing CD on the shelf?
A kinderen voor kinderen CD , I still know all the lyrics *blushes *

10. If you were another person, would you be friends with YOU?
Hell no , I`d prolly think I was weird lol :P

11. Are you a daredevil?
Naah , I`m a chicken

12. Have you ever told a secret you swore not to tell?
Yeah but only when the person in question already told it her or his self

13. Do looks matter?
Well its nice if someone is good looking ,but its not the first thing I`m looking at.

14. Have you ever misused a word and it sounded absolutely stupid?
....all the time.

15. Do you think there is a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow?
I used to but after endless searches I`ve lost my beliefs :P

16. Do fish have feelings?
They sure do , believe me.

17. Are you trendy?
Hahaha hell no!

18. How do you release anger?
In my head

19. Where is your second home?
At my cousin`s place

20. Do you trust others easily?
No I trust others hardly :P

21. What was your favorite toy as a child?
I liked stuffed animals a lot but it turned out that I was allergic for them.

22. What class in school do you think is totally useless?
This might sound stupid but I think that every class is usefull in some way

23. Do you have a journal?
Yes...like this one maybe?

24. Do you use sarcasm?
...All the time ;)

25. What do you look for in a boy/girl?
Kindness and passion , nothing more really

26. What is your nickname?
I have a lot..but its mainly hatty or han-han

27. Would you ever bungee jump?
NO! I`m affraid of hights !

28. Do you untie your shoes when you take them off?
....My shoes don`t have strings...so I think that makes a no :P

29. Do you think that you are strong?
Mentally or physically ? Mentally ; sometimes , Physically ; I`m the strongest girl in my class so yeah

30. What's your favorite ice cream flavor?

31. What's your favorite color?
I like all colours

32. What is your least favorite food?
Its a dutch dish called "snert" It looks like someone just puked on your plate :/

33. How many wisdom teeth do you have?

34. Are you in love with anyone?
Yes ^^

35. How many people have a crush on you right now?
Dunno and I as hell don`t want to know either :P

36. Who do you miss most right now?
I don`t think I`m missing anyone..Well Yeah I missed [Michael Asher] a lot but he`s back again ^^

38. What color pants are you wearing?
None , I`m sitting in my bathrobe ^^

39. What are you listening to right now?
Blues and jazz

41. What was the last thing you ate?
Mushroom soup

42. If you were a crayon, what color would you be?
I`m pretty sure I would be Red

43. How is the weather right now?
Its sunny ^^

44. Who is the last person you talked to on the phone?
Wobbe ny vacation schnabbel (oeh talk about stupid words XD)

45. First thing you notice about the opposite sex?
The eyes

47. How are you today?
I`m quite well although I think I have a pretty bad cold :/

49. Favorite alcoholic drink?

50. Favorite sport?
Martial art things ^^

51. Hair color? 

52. Eye color?
Brown or green

53. Do you wear contacts?
Nope , I have a vision of 150 percent

54. Siblings and their ages?
One sister , age 15

55. Favorite month?

56. Favorite food?
Lasagna or something with fish

57. Last movie you watched?
House of flying daggers

58. Favorite day of the year?

59. Are you too shy to ask someone out?
Only when I really like the guy

60. Scary movies or happy endings?

61. Summer or winter?

62. Hugs or kisses?
Can`t choose , Both!!

63. Relationships or one-night stands?
Relationships , period ^^

68. What books are you reading? I`ve just finished "komt een vrouw bij de dokter" At the moment I`m not reading anything.

69. Favorite board game? Kolonisten van Catan

70. What did you watch on TV last night? Nothing cuz the tv is broken , I watch anime on the computer instead. I watched Girls Bravo . Stupid anime , really lame :P

71. How clean is your house? My mom`s house is clean , my dad`s house is a mess..so I guess its moderate :P

72. Favorite smells? Georgio armani , my ex has that scent , it smells goooooood ...I think I`m gonna steal his perfume :P

73. What is the first thing you think when you wake up?
"Nooo I had such a nice dream, let me sleep more >< "

74. Now, did you notice that there were numbers missing?
Eeerm to be honest....no I didn`t..

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Written about Saturday 2006-08-12
Written: (4977 days ago)

I lost my sketchbook with 2 close-to-perfect drawings
*runs through the house screaming while annoying her father and sister*

I found them a day later , after a lot of searching through the entire house..therefore I totally forgot to clean up my room 0.o

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Written about Sunday 2006-08-06
Written: (4983 days ago)

For all the people I talk to on elftown , I`ll be on vacation from this day on until next week. I won`t be able to read , or sent messages while I`m gone. I will when I get back though , so please don`t stop sending messages :P
Wish me a nice vacation ! ^^

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Written about Friday 2006-08-04
Written: (4985 days ago)

The difference between you and me

I like to walk through life at an easy pace
Observing the things around me ,
absorbing all the details.
I walk through my life slowly,
so I won`t miss a thing.
I know I`ll reach my goals either way.
There is no need to rush.
And then theres you.
You like to rush through life,
like its a race.
Always failing to see,
the small things at your path.
Thinking that if only you have haste ,
you won`t miss a thing.
Don`t you know that if you rush through life ,
and don`t take the time to observe.
You`ll miss everything ?

Poem written by me and by myself alone . So no stealing , or touching.
You can look though :P

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Written about Thursday 2006-08-03
Written: (4986 days ago)

I`ve figured out that when I`ve had too much to drink , I say everything what I think out loud. Especially the nasty things..
So.. when I`m drunk , I become a nasty , mean person. Especially to interested guys 0.o
The good thing is that I never drink a lot of alcohol , but last week I did...and I insulted a person. Or maybe more. DAaamn I can`t remember it right -.- Anyway I said some very nasty things 0.o Bad me, BAD!!:P

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Written about Saturday 2006-07-29
Written: (4991 days ago)

My sis has bought a digital camera , so I guess in the near future there will be some normal pics of me to watch over here :P
Or not because I think she`d rather photograph our sweet little puppies ^^ Then you`ll get to see those .
Or maybe You`ll get to see me in a weird ninja mood ^^

[Imgliniel] http://i80.photobucket.com/albums/j171/sobori/DSCF0052.jpg[/IMG]

Yeah..Fear me and my coca cola bottles , for they will whoop your arse :P

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Written about Saturday 2006-07-29
Written: (4991 days ago)

Finished two weeks of my working weeks , that means I still have one to go.
I swear , if it wasn`t for the money I had burned the whole company down ages ago -.-" It really motivates me to finish highschool and after that do the most difficult study possible so that I don`t have to do this crappy work when I grow up 0.o
Just imagine you and lots of old man shirts that you have to iron and close the buttons from eight hours per day , I can actually feel my IQ staggering every day I work..
If it werent for the money , I would`ve quit after the first day XD

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Written about Tuesday 2006-07-25
Written: (4995 days ago)

Got my hair cut , haircutter thought it would be funny to make me look like a boy -.-"""
I said it had to stay OVER my shoulders , not on top of it.
Geesh.. They never really do listen do they ?

aah well , It will grow back . Until then I`ll wair a hat or something XD

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Written about Friday 2006-07-21
Written: (4999 days ago)

This is what my cat at my moms house does all day long..
1 . lay down at one side of my fat body
2 . roll over to the other side of my body
3 . wait until someone is willing to carry me to my eating basket.
4 . Search up some sun to lay in
6 . I can do that "miauw" sound really well to ^^
7 . Pester that stupid blonde kid that calls herself my master but refuses to bring me food. I hate her , she tries to scare me all the time.

And thats all I guess....
Oh lookie have you noticed! I can use pseudo HTML now !! OOh I feel smart:P

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Written about Thursday 2006-07-20
Written: (5000 days ago)

My most overused phrase of this week : " Soms hea, wordt ik zo MOE van mezelf "
I say that phrase everytime I do something wrong or whenever I can`t find something -.-

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Written about Wednesday 2006-07-19
Written: (5001 days ago)

The things I hate about my summer job :
*I have to get up really early 
*I have to work 8 hours per day
*Its bloody hot because of the heat in there and because of the hot steam machine thingies XD
*Cellphones are NOT allowed -.-
*You can`t sit anywhere so my feet hurt like hell
*The work I have to do is very simple and therefore boring and brainkilling (five minutes feel like a half hour..)
*I have burnt myself several times now
*I have also gotten several shocks
* Those damned clothes although they`ve been washed , still smell like old lady piss or even poop...
*Because of my size , all of the working clothes in stock are too big -.-
* I`m too small to reach some upper planks so I have to jump a lot and therefore I now have really sore ankles
*The lady in the cafetaria looks dirty and I really hope that she doesn`t make the daily soup by herself
* I feel gross because during work I sweat a lot and I don`t get the chance to refresh myself for EIGHT FUCKING hours ><

The things I like about my summer job.
* I am smarter than most employers are and therefore I feel intelligent
* I have four breakes per day which is nice
* My collegues are nice people ^^
* The tea and coffee in the caffeteria is free ! ^^
* We get FREE icecream *.*
* The radio is on .
* Because everyone else is at least 20 years older than me , they think of me as a child and therefore help me with everything and pamper me a little (Well I still have to work my ass of but at least they feel sorry for me:P Poor little baby )
* I now know the 50+ fashion by hearth ( Big dresses that with flower print are very hip and happening this season -.-)
* My working clothes are pretty neat , I kinda look like a doctor.
* My cousin Yeb works there to and I can see him during the breaks ^^
* eeeh...I now know how to steam and iron not only clothes but also curtains and blankets (that comes in handy you know..)
* Yeb has to do suckier things than me.. heee heee

OKey..and now it is for YOU to guess where I work!!
Well at what company.. I give y`all a hint..
Clothes and Steam...

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Written about Monday 2006-07-17
Written: (5003 days ago)

Note to myself: You use the word Bitch too much , you are starting to annoy people with it.
You biiiiiiiiitch.

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Written about Friday 2006-07-14
Written: (5006 days ago)

I just bombarded the movie "What dreams may come" to be my favorite one. That film made me cry several times (which is like..really hard because I don`t cry easily ) and because of the what I think greatness of the story it has become my number 1 ^^

The puppies have their eyes open now 0.o So cute!! I musn`t get attached to them though , I can`t keep any of them anyway :(

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Written about Thursday 2006-07-13
Written: (5007 days ago)

Find your birthday and then find your tree. This is really cool and
somewhat accurate.

Dec 23 to Jan 01 Apple Tree

Jan 01 to Jan 11 Fir Tree

Jan 12 to Jan 24 Elm Tree

Jan 25 to Feb 03 Cypress Tree

Feb 04 to Feb 08 Poplar Tree

Feb 09 to Feb 18 Cedar Tree

Feb 19 to Feb 28 Pine Tree

Mar 01 to Mar 10 Weeping Willow Tree

Mar 11 to Mar 20 Lime Tree

Mar 21 (only) Oak Tree

Mar 22 to Mar 31 Hazelnut Tree

Apr 01 to Apr 10 Rowan Tree

Apr 11 to Apr 20 Maple Tree

Apr 21 to Apr 30 Walnut Tree

May 01 to May 14 Poplar Tree

May 15 to May 24 Chestnut Tree

May 25 to Jun 03 Ash Tree

Jun 04 to Jun 13 Hornbeam Tree

Jun 14 to Jun 23 Fig Tree

Jun 24 (only) Birch Tree

Jun 25 to Jul 04 Apple Tree

Jul 05 to Jul 14 Fir Tree

Jul 15 to Jul 25 Elm Tree

Jul 26 to Aug 04 Cypress Tree

Aug 05 to Aug 13 Poplar Tree

Aug 14 to Aug 23 Cedar Tree

Aug 24 to Sep 02 Pine Tree

Sep 03 to Sep 12 Weeping Willow Tree

Sep 13 to Sep 22 Lime Tree

Sep 23 (only) Olive Tree

Sep 24 to Oct 03 Hazelnut Tree

Oct 04 to Oct 13 Rowan Tree

Oct 14 to Oct 23 Maple Tree

Oct 24 to Nov 11 Walnut Tree

Nov 12 to Nov 21 Chestnut Tree

Nov 22 to Dec 01 Ash Tree

Dec 02 to Dec 11 Hornbeam Tree

Dec 12 to Dec 21 Fig Tree

Dec 22 (only) Beech Tree

YOUR TREE (in alphabetical order)

Apple Tree (the Love) -- quiet and shy at times, lots of charm,
appeal, and attraction, pleasant attitude, flirtatious smile,
adventurous, sensitive, loyal in love, wants to love and be loved,
faithful and tender partner, very generous, many talents, loves
children, needs affectionate partner.

Ash Tree (the Ambition) -- extremely attractive, vivacious,
impulsive, demanding, does not care for criticism, ambitious,
intelligent, talented, likes to play with fate, can be very
egotistic, reliable, restless lover, sometimes money rules over the heart, demands attention, needs love and much emotional support.

Beech Tree (the Creative) -- has good taste, concerned about its
looks, materialistic, good organization of life and career,
economical, good leader, takes no unnecessary risks, reasonable,
splendid lifetime companion, keen on keeping fit (diets, sports,

Birch Tree (the inspiration) -- vivacious, attractive, elegant,
friendly, unpretentious, modest, does not like anything in excess,
abhors the vulgar, loves life in nature and in calm, not very
passionate, full of imagination, little ambition, creates a calm and
content atmosphere.

Cedar Tree (the Confidence) -- of rare strength, knows how to adapt, likes unexpected presents, of good health, not in the least shy, tends to look down on others, self-confident, a great speaker, determined, often impatient, likes to impress others, has many talents, industrious, healthy optimism, waits for the one true love, able to make quick decisions.

Chestnut Tree (the Honesty) -- of unusual stature, impressive,
well-developed sense of justice, fun to be around, a planner, born diplomat, can be irritated easily, sensitive of others feelings, hard worker, sometimes acts superior, feels not understood at times, fiercely family oriented, very loyal in love, physically fit.

Cypress Tree (the Faithfulness) -- strong, muscular, adaptable, takes what life has to give but doesn't necessarily like it , strives to be content, optimistic, wants to be financially independent, wants love and affection, hates loneliness, passionate lover which cannot be satisfied, faithful, quick-tempered at times, can be unruly and careless, loves to gain knowledge, needs to be needed.

Elm Tree (the Noble-mindedness) -- pleasant shape, tasteful clothes, modest demands, tends not to forgive mistakes, cheerful, likes to lead but not to obey, honest and faithful partner, likes making decisions for others, noble-minded, generous, good sense of humor, practical.

Fig Tree (the Sensibility) -- very strong minded, a bit self-willed,
honest, loyal, independent, hates contradiction or arguments, hard worker when wants to be, loves life and friends, enjoys children and animals, few sexual relationships, great sense of humor, has artistic talent and great intelligence.

Fir tree (the Mysterious) -- extraordinary taste, handles stress
well, loves anything beautiful, stubborn, tends to care for those close to them, hard to trust others, yet a social butterfly, likes idleness and laziness after long demanding hours at work, rather modest, talented, unselfish, many friends, very reliable.

Hazelnut Tree (the Extraordinary) -- charming, sense of humor, very demanding but can also be very understanding, knows how to make a lasting impression, active fighter for social causes and politics, popular, moody, sexually oriented, honest, a perfectionist, has a precise sense of judgment and expects complete fairness.

Hornbeam Tree (the Good Taste) -- of cool beauty, cares for its looks and condition, good taste, is not egoistic, makes life as comfortable as possible, leads a reasonable and disciplined life, looks for kindness and acknowledgment in an emotional partner, dreams of unusual lovers, is seldom happy with its feelings, mistrusts most people, is never sure of its decisions, very conscientious.

(I`m this! ^^) Lime Tree (the Doubt) - intelligent, hard working, accepts what life dishes out, but not before trying to change bad circumstances into good ones, hates fighting and stress, enjoys getaway vacations, may appear tough, but is actually soft and relenting, always willing to make sacrifices for family and friends, has many talents but not always enough time to use them, can become a complainer, great leadership qualities, is jealous at times but extremely loyal.

Maple Tree (Independence of Mind) -- no ordinary person, full of
imagination and originality, shy and reserved, ambitious, proud,
self-confident, hungers for new experiences, sometimes nervous, has many complexities, good memory, learns easily, complicated love life, wants to impress.

Oak Tree (the Brave) -- robust nature, courageous, strong,
unrelenting, independent, sensible, does not like change, keeps its feet on the ground, person of action.

Olive Tree (the Wisdom) -- loves sun, warmth and kind feelings,
reasonable, balanced, avoids aggression and violence, tolerant, cheerful, calm, well-developed sense of justice, sensitive, empathetic, free of jealousy, loves to read and the company of
sophisticated people.

Pine Tree (the Peacemaker) -- loves agreeable company, craves peace and harmony, loves to help others, active imagination, likes to write poetry, not fashion conscious, great compassion, friendly to all, falls strongly in love but will leave if betrayed or lied to, emotionally soft, low self esteem, needs affection and reassurance.

Poplar Tree (the Uncertainty) -- looks very decorative, talented, not very self-confident, extremely courageous if necessary, needs
goodwill and pleasant surroundings, very choosy, often lonely, great animosity, great artistic nature, good organizer, tends to lean toward philosophy, reliable in any situation, takes partnership seriously.

Rowan Tree (the Sensitivity) -- full of charm, cheerful, gifted
without egoism, likes to draw attention, loves life, motion, unrest,
and even complications, is both dependent and independent, good taste, artistic, passionate, emotional, good company, does not forgive.

Walnut Tree (the Passion) -- unrelenting, strange and full of
contrasts, often egotistic, aggressive, noble, broad horizon,
unexpected reactions, spontaneous, unlimited ambition, no
flexibility, difficult and uncommon partner, not always liked but often admired, ingenious strategist, very jealous and passionate, no compromise.

Weeping Willow (the Melancholy) - likes to be stress free, loves
family life, full of hopes and dreams, attractive, very empathetic,
loves anything beautiful, musically inclined, loves to travel to
exotic places, restless, capricious, honest, can be influenced but is not easy to live with when pressured, sometimes demanding, good intuition, suffers in love until they find that one loyal, steadfast partner; loves to make others Laugh.

Ima Lime tree !! ^^

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Written about Wednesday 2006-07-12
Written: (5008 days ago)

made some pwettyfull drawings yesterday ^^ Yay for me !!
One is like really depressing and the other one is pretty and colourfull . I hope I get the chance to draw a lot this summer.

 The logged in version 

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