[Sobori]'s diary

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Written about Tuesday 2006-07-25
Written: (5100 days ago)

Got my hair cut , haircutter thought it would be funny to make me look like a boy -.-"""
I said it had to stay OVER my shoulders , not on top of it.
Geesh.. They never really do listen do they ?

aah well , It will grow back . Until then I`ll wair a hat or something XD

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Written about Friday 2006-07-21
Written: (5104 days ago)

This is what my cat at my moms house does all day long..
1 . lay down at one side of my fat body
2 . roll over to the other side of my body
3 . wait until someone is willing to carry me to my eating basket.
4 . Search up some sun to lay in
6 . I can do that "miauw" sound really well to ^^
7 . Pester that stupid blonde kid that calls herself my master but refuses to bring me food. I hate her , she tries to scare me all the time.

And thats all I guess....
Oh lookie have you noticed! I can use pseudo HTML now !! OOh I feel smart:P

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Written about Thursday 2006-07-20
Written: (5105 days ago)

My most overused phrase of this week : " Soms hea, wordt ik zo MOE van mezelf "
I say that phrase everytime I do something wrong or whenever I can`t find something -.-

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Written about Wednesday 2006-07-19
Written: (5106 days ago)

The things I hate about my summer job :
*I have to get up really early 
*I have to work 8 hours per day
*Its bloody hot because of the heat in there and because of the hot steam machine thingies XD
*Cellphones are NOT allowed -.-
*You can`t sit anywhere so my feet hurt like hell
*The work I have to do is very simple and therefore boring and brainkilling (five minutes feel like a half hour..)
*I have burnt myself several times now
*I have also gotten several shocks
* Those damned clothes although they`ve been washed , still smell like old lady piss or even poop...
*Because of my size , all of the working clothes in stock are too big -.-
* I`m too small to reach some upper planks so I have to jump a lot and therefore I now have really sore ankles
*The lady in the cafetaria looks dirty and I really hope that she doesn`t make the daily soup by herself
* I feel gross because during work I sweat a lot and I don`t get the chance to refresh myself for EIGHT FUCKING hours ><

The things I like about my summer job.
* I am smarter than most employers are and therefore I feel intelligent
* I have four breakes per day which is nice
* My collegues are nice people ^^
* The tea and coffee in the caffeteria is free ! ^^
* We get FREE icecream *.*
* The radio is on .
* Because everyone else is at least 20 years older than me , they think of me as a child and therefore help me with everything and pamper me a little (Well I still have to work my ass of but at least they feel sorry for me:P Poor little baby )
* I now know the 50+ fashion by hearth ( Big dresses that with flower print are very hip and happening this season -.-)
* My working clothes are pretty neat , I kinda look like a doctor.
* My cousin Yeb works there to and I can see him during the breaks ^^
* eeeh...I now know how to steam and iron not only clothes but also curtains and blankets (that comes in handy you know..)
* Yeb has to do suckier things than me.. heee heee

OKey..and now it is for YOU to guess where I work!!
Well at what company.. I give y`all a hint..
Clothes and Steam...

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Written about Monday 2006-07-17
Written: (5108 days ago)

Note to myself: You use the word Bitch too much , you are starting to annoy people with it.
You biiiiiiiiitch.

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Written about Friday 2006-07-14
Written: (5111 days ago)

I just bombarded the movie "What dreams may come" to be my favorite one. That film made me cry several times (which is like..really hard because I don`t cry easily ) and because of the what I think greatness of the story it has become my number 1 ^^

The puppies have their eyes open now 0.o So cute!! I musn`t get attached to them though , I can`t keep any of them anyway :(

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Written about Thursday 2006-07-13
Written: (5112 days ago)

Find your birthday and then find your tree. This is really cool and
somewhat accurate.

Dec 23 to Jan 01 Apple Tree

Jan 01 to Jan 11 Fir Tree

Jan 12 to Jan 24 Elm Tree

Jan 25 to Feb 03 Cypress Tree

Feb 04 to Feb 08 Poplar Tree

Feb 09 to Feb 18 Cedar Tree

Feb 19 to Feb 28 Pine Tree

Mar 01 to Mar 10 Weeping Willow Tree

Mar 11 to Mar 20 Lime Tree

Mar 21 (only) Oak Tree

Mar 22 to Mar 31 Hazelnut Tree

Apr 01 to Apr 10 Rowan Tree

Apr 11 to Apr 20 Maple Tree

Apr 21 to Apr 30 Walnut Tree

May 01 to May 14 Poplar Tree

May 15 to May 24 Chestnut Tree

May 25 to Jun 03 Ash Tree

Jun 04 to Jun 13 Hornbeam Tree

Jun 14 to Jun 23 Fig Tree

Jun 24 (only) Birch Tree

Jun 25 to Jul 04 Apple Tree

Jul 05 to Jul 14 Fir Tree

Jul 15 to Jul 25 Elm Tree

Jul 26 to Aug 04 Cypress Tree

Aug 05 to Aug 13 Poplar Tree

Aug 14 to Aug 23 Cedar Tree

Aug 24 to Sep 02 Pine Tree

Sep 03 to Sep 12 Weeping Willow Tree

Sep 13 to Sep 22 Lime Tree

Sep 23 (only) Olive Tree

Sep 24 to Oct 03 Hazelnut Tree

Oct 04 to Oct 13 Rowan Tree

Oct 14 to Oct 23 Maple Tree

Oct 24 to Nov 11 Walnut Tree

Nov 12 to Nov 21 Chestnut Tree

Nov 22 to Dec 01 Ash Tree

Dec 02 to Dec 11 Hornbeam Tree

Dec 12 to Dec 21 Fig Tree

Dec 22 (only) Beech Tree

YOUR TREE (in alphabetical order)

Apple Tree (the Love) -- quiet and shy at times, lots of charm,
appeal, and attraction, pleasant attitude, flirtatious smile,
adventurous, sensitive, loyal in love, wants to love and be loved,
faithful and tender partner, very generous, many talents, loves
children, needs affectionate partner.

Ash Tree (the Ambition) -- extremely attractive, vivacious,
impulsive, demanding, does not care for criticism, ambitious,
intelligent, talented, likes to play with fate, can be very
egotistic, reliable, restless lover, sometimes money rules over the heart, demands attention, needs love and much emotional support.

Beech Tree (the Creative) -- has good taste, concerned about its
looks, materialistic, good organization of life and career,
economical, good leader, takes no unnecessary risks, reasonable,
splendid lifetime companion, keen on keeping fit (diets, sports,

Birch Tree (the inspiration) -- vivacious, attractive, elegant,
friendly, unpretentious, modest, does not like anything in excess,
abhors the vulgar, loves life in nature and in calm, not very
passionate, full of imagination, little ambition, creates a calm and
content atmosphere.

Cedar Tree (the Confidence) -- of rare strength, knows how to adapt, likes unexpected presents, of good health, not in the least shy, tends to look down on others, self-confident, a great speaker, determined, often impatient, likes to impress others, has many talents, industrious, healthy optimism, waits for the one true love, able to make quick decisions.

Chestnut Tree (the Honesty) -- of unusual stature, impressive,
well-developed sense of justice, fun to be around, a planner, born diplomat, can be irritated easily, sensitive of others feelings, hard worker, sometimes acts superior, feels not understood at times, fiercely family oriented, very loyal in love, physically fit.

Cypress Tree (the Faithfulness) -- strong, muscular, adaptable, takes what life has to give but doesn't necessarily like it , strives to be content, optimistic, wants to be financially independent, wants love and affection, hates loneliness, passionate lover which cannot be satisfied, faithful, quick-tempered at times, can be unruly and careless, loves to gain knowledge, needs to be needed.

Elm Tree (the Noble-mindedness) -- pleasant shape, tasteful clothes, modest demands, tends not to forgive mistakes, cheerful, likes to lead but not to obey, honest and faithful partner, likes making decisions for others, noble-minded, generous, good sense of humor, practical.

Fig Tree (the Sensibility) -- very strong minded, a bit self-willed,
honest, loyal, independent, hates contradiction or arguments, hard worker when wants to be, loves life and friends, enjoys children and animals, few sexual relationships, great sense of humor, has artistic talent and great intelligence.

Fir tree (the Mysterious) -- extraordinary taste, handles stress
well, loves anything beautiful, stubborn, tends to care for those close to them, hard to trust others, yet a social butterfly, likes idleness and laziness after long demanding hours at work, rather modest, talented, unselfish, many friends, very reliable.

Hazelnut Tree (the Extraordinary) -- charming, sense of humor, very demanding but can also be very understanding, knows how to make a lasting impression, active fighter for social causes and politics, popular, moody, sexually oriented, honest, a perfectionist, has a precise sense of judgment and expects complete fairness.

Hornbeam Tree (the Good Taste) -- of cool beauty, cares for its looks and condition, good taste, is not egoistic, makes life as comfortable as possible, leads a reasonable and disciplined life, looks for kindness and acknowledgment in an emotional partner, dreams of unusual lovers, is seldom happy with its feelings, mistrusts most people, is never sure of its decisions, very conscientious.

(I`m this! ^^) Lime Tree (the Doubt) - intelligent, hard working, accepts what life dishes out, but not before trying to change bad circumstances into good ones, hates fighting and stress, enjoys getaway vacations, may appear tough, but is actually soft and relenting, always willing to make sacrifices for family and friends, has many talents but not always enough time to use them, can become a complainer, great leadership qualities, is jealous at times but extremely loyal.

Maple Tree (Independence of Mind) -- no ordinary person, full of
imagination and originality, shy and reserved, ambitious, proud,
self-confident, hungers for new experiences, sometimes nervous, has many complexities, good memory, learns easily, complicated love life, wants to impress.

Oak Tree (the Brave) -- robust nature, courageous, strong,
unrelenting, independent, sensible, does not like change, keeps its feet on the ground, person of action.

Olive Tree (the Wisdom) -- loves sun, warmth and kind feelings,
reasonable, balanced, avoids aggression and violence, tolerant, cheerful, calm, well-developed sense of justice, sensitive, empathetic, free of jealousy, loves to read and the company of
sophisticated people.

Pine Tree (the Peacemaker) -- loves agreeable company, craves peace and harmony, loves to help others, active imagination, likes to write poetry, not fashion conscious, great compassion, friendly to all, falls strongly in love but will leave if betrayed or lied to, emotionally soft, low self esteem, needs affection and reassurance.

Poplar Tree (the Uncertainty) -- looks very decorative, talented, not very self-confident, extremely courageous if necessary, needs
goodwill and pleasant surroundings, very choosy, often lonely, great animosity, great artistic nature, good organizer, tends to lean toward philosophy, reliable in any situation, takes partnership seriously.

Rowan Tree (the Sensitivity) -- full of charm, cheerful, gifted
without egoism, likes to draw attention, loves life, motion, unrest,
and even complications, is both dependent and independent, good taste, artistic, passionate, emotional, good company, does not forgive.

Walnut Tree (the Passion) -- unrelenting, strange and full of
contrasts, often egotistic, aggressive, noble, broad horizon,
unexpected reactions, spontaneous, unlimited ambition, no
flexibility, difficult and uncommon partner, not always liked but often admired, ingenious strategist, very jealous and passionate, no compromise.

Weeping Willow (the Melancholy) - likes to be stress free, loves
family life, full of hopes and dreams, attractive, very empathetic,
loves anything beautiful, musically inclined, loves to travel to
exotic places, restless, capricious, honest, can be influenced but is not easy to live with when pressured, sometimes demanding, good intuition, suffers in love until they find that one loyal, steadfast partner; loves to make others Laugh.

Ima Lime tree !! ^^

823343  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2006-07-12
Written: (5113 days ago)

made some pwettyfull drawings yesterday ^^ Yay for me !!
One is like really depressing and the other one is pretty and colourfull . I hope I get the chance to draw a lot this summer.

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Written about Monday 2006-07-10
Written: (5115 days ago)

The mermaid
The mermaid found a swimming lad
Picked him for her own
Pressed his body to her body
Laughed, and plunging down;
Forgot in cruel happiness
That even lovers drown...

W. B. Yeats

Waah thats harsh 0.o XD

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Written about Thursday 2006-07-06
Written: (5119 days ago)

My ex and I had our first real conversation again . It was fun to talk to him , made me realise about how much I`ve missed him.
Seems like I`m still not over him yet though , He still makes my heart skip two beats and I still feel the same.
I`m just glad we are capable of being friends again ^^ Being friends is enough for me . It really is . Seems weird huh ? But I am happy as the way I am now , I am free . Have the time to think and to do whatever I want whenever I want. I want to feel that freedom a little longer.
So , being friends is okey . As long as we can talk and laugh its fine with me .

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Written about Thursday 2006-07-06
Written: (5119 days ago)

Because I`ve been thinking about this for a while and I`m very very bored at this moment I`ll start writing my inner thoughts down in this diary . I don`t have things like secret thoughts (and if I had I wouldn`t write them down over here ^^) and even so , most people won`t even bother to read this thing .

Here comes . "The Love Issue"
Yes , The Love Issue . I don`t know if you do , but I think of it a lot. Even more lately and I`ve been thinking about the whole love concept for some time now. How come you can grow to love one person and not by saying his neighbour who is of the same age . Is it the smell , the looks or something else ? Is it because that person gives you attention or because you have the "feeling " you belong to that person . Is it because we don`t want to be alone , and therefore we talk about the whole love thing over and over again.
That can`t be it though . There are persons you have to love, like your family . You also love your friends , although in a different way then you might love that special person. Everybody has a special person , or let me put it differently ; Everybody NEEDS a special person to cling to. Without other people that love us back , we`d die. I`m not talking about a lover , I`m talking about all sorts of love. Friendship , sisterlike , everything. Just imagine ; if nobody on the whole planet would love you . Not even your family , your so called friends and you wouldn`t be capable of loving anyone but yourself . Would you have a good life ? Or wouldn`t you mind because you wouldn`t know what love is and therefore you don`t miss it ? I wonder ..
I do think that everybody needs at least one person that loves them . Presumably more. I think you need all the kinds of love you could get . That one feeling combines all the emotions a person could possibly have and therefore everybody should feel as much of it as possible. Think about it . If you have never loved you wouldn`t know what Hate feels like . Or grief, sorrow , happiness , delight , lust , anger , apprehancion , doubt . You name it. All those feelings are important , even the bad ones. Actually , no feeling is bad. If you can`t feel sadness then how could you possibly be happy with just feeling delighted ? All the positive feelings make up with the negative ones. Balance you know.
But I`m going very offtopic now , I was talking about love and not about the dozen of other feelings that go with it .
When do you know that you love someone instead of like ? I know it when I feel that feeling in my spine . The feeling that another minute with that person would be the greatest and every second without the worst . I know it when I can have that person around me for a whole day without going nuts But , now I wonder . Is that what we call love or do we call it something completely else. Like insanity for example or obsessive compulsive . Everybody must be capable of feeling love , but I also think that it must be a different feeling for everyone else. It must feel different everytime but even though there must be some things that are the same . Because if there wasn`t we wouldn`t call it love but everyone would call it something else (I would call it "That ball in my stomach that just won`t go away.")
Love is a terrible thing , and a great one . One the first side it can leave us depressed and heartbroken when ended (or when things go wrong ) and on the other side when its good (most of times the beginning and always right before things go wrong ) you`ll feel like a better , stonger and more beautifull person.
There , now I feel like I`ve talked enough about the "Love Issue " Although I didn`t figure out anything but hey , if you are still reading this , that must mean I`ve kept you busy for about ..uurmm..10 minutes if you are a slow reader 
This isn`t crap actually , this is what I really think. Or feel.. You can call it that ^^

Some Poem I`ve found that touched my soul.

I'll stop loving you when diamonds never sparkle, and flowers cease to grow
When thunder doesnt echo, and rivers do not flow
When hearts no longer wonder, and hands are never held
When smiles are only memories, and hope is never felt
When trees no longer blossom, and the stars refuse to shine
When autumn has no falling leaves, and winter no longer dies
When time has no more tomorrows, and rainbows have no hue..
Then my dear , I'll stop loving you

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Written about Tuesday 2006-07-04
Written: (5121 days ago)

I love the children and now I`m sad that I can`t be their teacher forever :P I already know their names and their personalities and I`ve grown fond of them so quickly indeed ^^ There is just one spoiled little brat that I don`t like , but I try to be as friendly to her as I am to others. And there is one little guy that stole my heart instantly. He`s like the most troublesome kid of the whole class but he`s so honest and open that I can`t help but to smile when he`s done something naughty again.
And I really really try to treat them all equally . It is working for so far although I`ve killed the spoiled brat forabout 6 times now in my mind ><
Tomorrow we are all going to swim . The whole school I mean. I`m looking forward to playing with my kids (MY kids..sounds weird ..hmmm:P ) but I hope that there won`t be too much fighting. They seem to constantly fight over small things (like whos gonna sit next to whom in the bus or something) but I think they are so glad to be outside for a while that they won`t make too much of a fuss and just enjoy their swimming time.
I did one stupid thing though , I promised them that I`ll jump from the highest plank >< Damn children with their puppy eyes .
Day two of being a teacher : Succes !!

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Written about Monday 2006-07-03
Written: (5122 days ago)

Being a teacher is very tiring but also lotsa fun :)
All those little kids seem to like me (duuh , they didn`t get the time to hate me yet ) and they even call me "miss"
I never get called Miss . Its always "Hanny" or "Little one" . W00t ! XD Anyways because it is so hot the whole school organised a waterfight. Lotsa fun , lotsa water and offcourse , I was the first one gettin the full blow .
I like kids , but I started to like them a little less after 10 Litres of water splashed into my face -.-
First day of being a teacher : Survived !

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Written about Thursday 2006-06-29
Written: (5126 days ago)

Okey let me brag a little.. Here comes.
I have passed Ckv and Bv3 this year both with a 8 out of 10 !!
Go me ! ^^
Also , by monday I will be wished to be called Miss Hanny . I will be teaching some first and second graders by then for points from my own school.

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Written about Thursday 2006-06-29
Written: (5126 days ago)

Question 1:
If you knew a woman who was pregnant, who had 8 kids already, three who were deaf, two who were blind, one mentally retarded, and she had syphilis, would you recommend that she have an abortion?

Read the next question before looking at the response for this one.

Question 2:
It is time to elect a new world leader, and only your vote counts. Here are the facts about the three candidates.

Candidate A: Associates with crooked politicians, and consults with astrologist. He's had two mistresses. He also chain smokes and drinks 8 to 10 martinis a day.

Candidate B: He was kicked out of office twice, sleeps until noon, used opium in
college and drinks a quart of whiskey every evening.

Candidate C: He is a decorated war hero. He's a vegetarian, doesn't smoke, drinks an
occasional beer and never cheated on his wife.

Which of these candidates would be your choice? Decide first... no
peeking, then scroll down for the response.


Candidate A is Franklin D. Roosevelt.
Candidate B is Winston Churchill.
Candidate C is Adolph Hitler.

And, by the way, on your answer to the abortion question: If you said
YES, you just killed Beethoven.

Pretty interesting isn't it? Makes a person think before judging someone.

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Written about Wednesday 2006-06-28
Written: (5127 days ago)
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I had a 6 out of 10 for Economics !!
Go meh yay !!!
Oh by the way I drew something yesterday that I`m actually proud of ^^ Its in my house and the only flaw I`ve seen so far is that the head is too big.
But it always is so I think I`m gonna call it my drawing style.
And Bram I`m still crossing my fingers for you ! ^^

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Written about Sunday 2006-06-25
Written: (5130 days ago)

There are now three puppies left , some of them died a natural dead. A lot of them didn`t.
Those three are very healthy and so very very cute though ^^ Especially the fattest one , I just melt when I hold it *.*

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Written about Friday 2006-06-23
Written: (5132 days ago)

It has happened , the handicapped puppies have been killed. There were 4 in total.
So sad really , I wasn`t there when it happened , I did not want to see that..

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Written about Friday 2006-06-23
Written: (5132 days ago)

w00t I`ve got a 5.7 out of 10 for my math test!!!
And yes I am satisfied with that because its the first not failing grade for a math test this year.!
*makes a victory dance*
I`m still failing math though. -.-

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Written about Thursday 2006-06-22
Written: (5133 days ago)

I just heard that the ones with a handicap will get killed because we don`t have the time to feed them every hour.
That sucks...:(
That really really does suck.. But it is true we really can`t feed them every hour because we live in seperated houses and we have to go to school and such.
But still..they are so young and helpless...I feel so incredibly sorry for the handicapped ones .

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Written about Thursday 2006-06-22
Written: (5133 days ago)

So we`ve got two dogs right. Ones a female of presumably 10 years old (we`ve got her from some lady that died) And one is our own. My sweet little male Pumba.
Well... I didn`t know that Female dog was pregnant , I just thought that she ate well and then this morning I stood up and came downstairs to feed the dogs and I find 4 PUPPIES in her bench.
I thought that she was waaay to old and my doggie still way too young to make eachother pregnant.
Go figure -.-
Meanwhile she`s still in labour and now we have 8. I love the puppies , they are adorable but HOw THE HELL could we be able to raise all of them? Also , some of them have a handicap with their mouth (its called hazelip in dutch) because their daddy (my sweet adorable pumba) has that too.
No ones gonna wanna have a pet with a fucked up mouth .... And I can`t bring myself to killing them.
They are so tiny , vulnerable and cute . I at least want to keep one of them.
So if you live in holland , are dogless and you don`t mind having a cross between a cane corso and a boxer , Please contact me here on elftown . They will be absolutely free , we just want to find a good home for them.
Also I have a lot of time , these puppies are newborn so its gonna take awhile before someone else can take them home.
I didn`t know that dog was even pregnant. Go figure 0.o Eating well huh..pfff.

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