[Sobori]'s diary

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Written about Thursday 2006-06-22
Written: (5089 days ago)

So we`ve got two dogs right. Ones a female of presumably 10 years old (we`ve got her from some lady that died) And one is our own. My sweet little male Pumba.
Well... I didn`t know that Female dog was pregnant , I just thought that she ate well and then this morning I stood up and came downstairs to feed the dogs and I find 4 PUPPIES in her bench.
I thought that she was waaay to old and my doggie still way too young to make eachother pregnant.
Go figure -.-
Meanwhile she`s still in labour and now we have 8. I love the puppies , they are adorable but HOw THE HELL could we be able to raise all of them? Also , some of them have a handicap with their mouth (its called hazelip in dutch) because their daddy (my sweet adorable pumba) has that too.
No ones gonna wanna have a pet with a fucked up mouth .... And I can`t bring myself to killing them.
They are so tiny , vulnerable and cute . I at least want to keep one of them.
So if you live in holland , are dogless and you don`t mind having a cross between a cane corso and a boxer , Please contact me here on elftown . They will be absolutely free , we just want to find a good home for them.
Also I have a lot of time , these puppies are newborn so its gonna take awhile before someone else can take them home.
I didn`t know that dog was even pregnant. Go figure 0.o Eating well huh..pfff.

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Written about Friday 2006-06-16
Written: (5094 days ago)

Top 20 Reasons Why Chocolate is Better Than Sex

20) With chocolate size doesn't matter; it's always good.
19) When you have chocolate it does not keep your neighbors awake.
18) You are never too young or too old for chocolate.
17) You can have as many kinds of chocolate as you can handle.
16) Good chocolate is easy to find.
15) You can have chocolate at any time of the month.
14) Chocolate doesn't make you pregnant.
13) With chocolate there's no need to fake it.
12) You don't get hairs in your mouth with chocolate.
11) You can ask a stranger for chocolate without getting your face slapped.
10) You can have chocolate on top of your desk during working hours without upsetting your coworkers.
9) The word ''commitment'' doesn't scare off chocolate.
8) Two people of the same sex can have chocolate without being called nasty names.
7) If you bite the nuts too hard the chocolate won't mind.
6) You can have chocolate in front of your mother.
5) You can make chocolate last as long as you want it to.
4) You can safely have chocolate while you are driving.
3) Chocolate satisfies even when it has gone soft.
2) ''If you love me you'll swallow that'' has real meaning with chocolate.
1) You can get chocolate when you want.

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Written about Friday 2006-06-09
Written: (5101 days ago)

50 Fun Things to Do in an Elevator :

1. Make racecar noises when people get on and off.
2. Blow your nose and offer to show the contents of your Kleenex to other passengers.
3. Grimace painfully while slapping your forehead and muttering, "Shut up dammit, all of you just SHUT UP!"
4. Whistle the first 7 notes of "It's a Small World" incessantly.
5. Sell Girl Scout Cookies.
6. On a long ride, sway side to side at the natural frequency of the elevator.
7. Shave.
8. Crack open your briefcase or purse, and while peering inside ask, "Got enough air in there?"
9. Offer nametags to everyone getting on the elevator. Wear yours upside-down.
10. Stand silent and motionless in the corner, facing the wall, without getting off.
11. When arriving at your floor, grunt and strain to pull the doors open, then act embarrassed when they open by themselves.
12. Lean over to another passenger and whisper, "Ever had a Wet Willy?"
13. Greet everyone getting on the elevator with a warm handshake and ask them to call you "Admiral."
14. One word: Flatulence!
15. On the highest floor, hold the door open and demand that it stay open until you hear the penny you dropped down the shaft go "plink" at the bottom.
16. Do Tai Chi exercises.
17. Stare, grinning, at another passenger for a while, and then announce: "I've got new socks on."
18. When at least 8 people have boarded, moan from the back, "Oh, not now, damn motion sickness!"
19. Give religious tracts to each passenger.
20. Burp, then say, "Mmmmm..... tasty!"
21. Meow occasionally.
22. Bet the other passengers you can fit a quarter in your nose.
23. Frown and mutter, "Gotta go, gotta go," then sigh and say, "oops!"
24. Show other passengers a wound and ask if it looks infected.
25. Sing "Mary had a Little Lamb" while continuously pushing buttons.
26. Holler, "Chutes away!" whenever the elevator descends.
27. Walk on with a cooler that says "Human Head" on the side.
28. Stare at another passenger for a while, then announce, "You're one of THEM!" and move to the far corner of the elevator.
29. Leave a box between the doors.
30. Ask each passenger getting on if you can push the button for them.
31. Wear a hand puppet and talk to the other passengers "through" it.
32. Start a sing-along.
33. When the elevator is silent, look around and ask, "Is that your beeper?"
34. Play the accordion.
35. Shadow box.
36. Say, "Ding!" at each floor.
37. Lean against the button panel.
38. Say, "I wonder what all these do?" and then push ALL the red buttons.
39. Listen to the elevator walls with a stethoscope.
40. Draw a little square on the floor with chalk and announce to the other passengers that this is your "personal space."
41. Bring a chair along.
42. Take a bite of a sandwich and ask another passenger, "Wanna see wha in muh mouf??"
43. Blow spit bubbles.
44. Pull your gum out of your mouth in long strings.
45. Announce in a demonic voice, "I must find a more suitable host body."
46. Carry a blanket a clutch it protectively.
47. Make explosion noises when anyone presses a button.
48. Wear "X-Ray Specs" and leer suggestively at other passengers.
49. Stare at your thumb and say, "I think it's getting bigger."
50. If anyone brushes against you, recoil fiercely and scream, "BAD TOUCH!"

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Written about Wednesday 2006-06-07
Written: (5103 days ago)

29 things Girlz want Guyz to know

1. We want to be hugged
2. We want you to show us affection even when people you know are around.
3. We have peverted minds SOMETIMES
4. Don't take us for granted.
5. If you like us, make your move before someone else does.
6.If you don't shave, don't expect us too...EVERYDAY!!
7. Even though we're perfectly okay with it, don't tell us to kiss our friends to turn you on unless you're willing to do the same.
8. Don't make bets about us, because one of your friends will tell us, if you don't.
9. We don't care how sexy your ex was.
10. We absolutely do not care about how hot you think other girls are even if were not going out with you!!!
11. Even though you almost never are, we'll pretend that you're right sometimes.
12. Its not our job to make all the plans.
13. We understand that size doesn't matter.
14. We're not as shallow as you think we all are.
15. PMS is ALWAYS an excuse.
16. On that note, anything we say or do during that 4 days to a week each month cannot be held against us.
17. Robbie Williams IS hot, so get over it.
18. We like it when you say that you're sorry (even if its not entirely your fault)
19. The excuse "I can't dance" is absolutely unacceptable...we'll appreciate the effort.
20. Make fun of us...prepare to DIE!
21. The "little things" are really the biggest things
22. No girl just wants to be "your friend with benefits".
23. Don't smoke and expect us to kiss you, its gross beyond words.
24. We're sensitive.
25. When we trip and or fall, throw yourself upon the altar of sacrifice and humiliate yourself to make us feel better.
26. Don't lie to us...ever.
27. If we take the time to write you cute notes, write us back, we really
like that.
28. Hold our hand.
29. At least 98% of you guys who are reading this REALLY should take our advise, it'll make your life a lot easier.

Its true..really 0.o

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Written about Wednesday 2006-06-07
Written: (5104 days ago)

I talked to my teacher and she said that I could handle my assesment in later.
Phew .!

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Written about Saturday 2006-06-03
Written: (5107 days ago)

There was a boy
A very strange enchanted boy
They say he wandered very far, very far
Over land and sea
A little shy and sad of eye
But very wise was he
And then one day
One magic day he passed my way
And while we spoke of many things
Fools and kings
This he said to me

"The greatest thing you`ll ever learn
Is just to love and be loved in return"

I live by that phrase ^^

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Written about Friday 2006-06-02
Written: (5108 days ago)

I totally screwed up something in my assesment for Bv3
Now I have to start all over again =(

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Written about Thursday 2006-06-01
Written: (5109 days ago)

Heres something to live by:
-If a man fears nothing, than he loves nothing. and if a man loves nothing then what joy does he have in his life?
-Knowledge is a powerful weapon, and I plan to be formidably armed.
-Nothing marks a mans character better than his attraction to intelligence.
-You can only be betrayed by those you trust.
-Only a fool walks into the furture backwards
-Never focus or concentrate on one thing, and one thing alone. That is what the enemy wants you to do. Close your eyes and open your heart and mind and you shall see what is not meant to be seen.
-Once luck, twice confident, thrice dead.
-We can only be who we are. No more, no less.
-Look at the solution, not the problem
-Let them suffer the worst possible result, the concequences of their own actions
-Life is the future not the past.
-Deserve Victory
-The greatest harm can result from the best intentions
-May the spirits save us from a man with a just cause for you will not be able to lead him
-When life gives you lemons ...make orange juice
-Never trust a man with a sharp sword. Chances are its ment for your back
-Truth is as hard to find as justice, and as easy to lose as truth.
-We may be young but we are not stupid. We understand more than you know
- If you don't fight against it then you have no right to complain.
-Can there truly be a person who loves you for every one?
-If life is but a dream, then is a dream life?
-A king is only as good as the people he rules.
-sometimes less is more and nothing is great
-My heart is mine and mine alone, therefore it is mine to give to whom I wish
-Can you truly have loved and lost and then love again?
-Let me touch you not with my heart, but with the words I have to say.
-When it comes time to face thy enternal judgement, look not of what you have done, but what you will do.
-Look to the future, remember the past, and live the present
-Your dream is your reality, and your reality is your dream
-Let not the words of others make you think about who you are. Let your own words do that.
-If I were you and you were me you'd find out what its truly like to be.
-It is not how the world sees you, but how you see the world
-Think not of what you are but what you will be
-What do you do if the only one who can make you stop crying is the one who made you cry?
-If your going through hell just keep going
-In order to push you must pull a little harder

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Written about Wednesday 2006-05-31
Written: (5111 days ago)

I have to make a school diary as assesment for school. It has to be done next week and I`ve finished 2 of the 94 pages.
fuck fuck fuck!
I hate myself for being so lazy ! -.-

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Written about Saturday 2006-05-20
Written: (5122 days ago)
Next in thread:

[:x:] Name?= Hanny
[:x:] Nickname?= Hatty..mostly
[:x:] Birthday?= 18 september
[:x:] Zodiac sign?= Virgo
[:x:] Birthplace?= Jutryp
[:x:] Age?= 16
[:x:] City?= Not a city but a village
[:x:] Height?= 158 cm
[:x:] Shoe size?= In Dutch sizes . 39 ,5
[:x:] Hair colour?= Blond
[:x:] Eye colour?= Depends..sometimes more green , sometimes more brown. Or both..

[:x:] Of siblings?= One
[:x:] Of pets?= 8
[:x:] Of shoes?= 3 or 4
[:x:] Of piercings?= None.. I don`t like needles. Do ears count? If so then I have two.
[:x:] Of people I could classify as true, could trust with my life, type friends?= Four.. Fenna , Yeb , Grytsje and Josry (although he hates my guts)
[:x:] Of people I consider my enemies?= I don`t..I have a lot of people I dislike but as far as I know I don`t have any enemies.
[:x:] Of times my name has appeared in the newspaper?= Dunno , Five or six times I guess.
[:x:] Of scars on my body?= Four or five
[:x:] Of things in my past that I regret?= At least 1.

[:x:] You have a crush on someone?= yes
[:x:] You know someone that has a crush on you?= Yes...-.-
[:x:] You wish you could live somewhere else?= All the time.
[:x:] You think about suicide?= Never..
[:x:] Others find you attractive?= Some.
[:x:] You want more piercing?= Yes but I`m scared:P
[:x:] You drink?=Not a lot.
[:x:] You do drugs?= No.
[:x:] You smoke?= No
[:x:] You like cleaning?= HELL NO! I`m the most messy person you`ll ever meet. If you want me to clean , you`ll have to force me.
[:x:] You like roller coasters?= Absolutely ^^
[:x:] You write in cursive or print?= Cursive
[:x:] You believe in yourself?= Most of the time yeah , but not always
[:x:] You get along with your parents?= Yes now that its mentioned , I do.

[:x:] Music?= J-pop
[:x:] Bands?= Don`t have one.. but I like Di-rect.
[:x:] Color(s) All colours.
[:x:] Food(s)?= Lasagna ^^
[:x:] Thing to do?= To watch anime with my sis
[:x:] Thing to talk about?= Anime , manga ,drawing , josry , my friends
[:x:] Sport?= All fighting sports. But I also like to dance
[:x:] Drinks?= ...uuuh... Cola..
[:x:] Clothes?= Clothes that match my personality. Just a tad different from the crowd. If I see someone else with the same pants or sweater as me , wearing it seems less fun to me.
[:x:] Movies?= Anime Movies. But I also like comedies
[:x:] Holiday?= The one that lasts the longest ^^
[:x:] Word?= Baka!
[:x:] Nickname?= Han-han
[:x:] Eye color?= Dark brown
[:x:] Flower?= A rose

[:x:] Ever cried over a girl?= yes
[:x:] Ever cried over a boy?= too many times..
[:x:] Ever been in a fist fight?= Yes...It was my sister and me against five others..
[:x:] Ever been arrested?= haha no . I look too innocent ^^
[:x:] Ever been on a talk show?= Eeh...no..

[:x:] Are you scared of?= Heights,needles
[:x:] Time do you wake up?= 7 am mostly. 9 am in weekends
[:x:] Reminds you of your past?= Everything
[:x:] Makes you think?= ...what not?
[:x:] Is your best feature?= My eyes I gues..
[:x:] Are your most missed memories?= I don`t know because I forgot... If I didn`t they wouldn`t be missed

:x: Pepsi or Coca Cola = Cola
:x: hot chocolate or hot coca = hot chocolate
:x: chocolate or vanilla = both ^^
:x: cappuccino or coffee = coffee

:x: funny = rarely
:x: friendly = mostly
:x: amusing = yeah I think
:x: lovable = I hope so
:x: caring = Yes.
:x: sweet = I can be when I want to
:x: dorky = Oh all the time
:x: ditzy = hehe...no comment
:x: smart = I am but I don`t show
:x: understanding = yes
:x: entertaining = dunno..

:x: what age do you plan to be married = dunno..before my 40`s
:x: how many children do you want to have = 1 or 2
:x: where will you be at age 20 = Still on this earth I hope
:x: how do you want to die = Somewhere where my beloved ones can`t see me dying.

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Written about Saturday 2006-05-20
Written: (5122 days ago)

If I was a profession I'd be: An Animator
If I was a country I'd be: Japan
If I was a ocean or body of water I'd be: The pacific
If I was a piece of candy I'd be: Chocolate ^^
If I was a famous building or piece of architecture I'd be:Dunno..
If I was a store I'd be: A book store
If I was a brand of shoe I'd be: ..uuurm.. The brand that`s really really comfortable
If I was a bad habit I'd be: The shutting everybody out habit
If I was a swear word I'd be: Baka!
If I was a ice cream flavour I'd be: Strawerrie
If I was a disease I'd be: The plague
If I was a board game I'd be: eeh.. Monopoly?
If I was a feeling I'd be: Compassion
If I was a president I'd be: Rich
If I was a war I'd be: The cold war
If I was a city I'd be: Amsterdam
If I was a colour I'd be: Red
If I was a celebrity I'd be: Johnney depp
If I was a movie I'd be: How`l moving castle
If I was a brand of toothpaste I'd be: The one that works
If I was a currency I'd be: The euro
If I were a month, I'd be: September
If I were a day of the week, I'd be: Monday
If I were a time of day, I'd be: 14 pm
If I were a planet, I'd be: Pluto
If I were a sea animal, I'd be: A Jellyfish
If I were a direction, I'd be: North
If I were a piece of furniture, I'd be: A chair
If I were a sin, I'd be: Lust.
If I were a liquid, I'd be: Water
If I were a tree, I'd be: A willow
If I were a bird, I'd be: A Chicken!!^^
If I were a tool, I'd be: A hammer
If I were a flower/plant, I'd be: A rose
If I were a kind of weather, I'd be: Storm
If I were a musical instrument, I'd be: the Harp
If I were an animal, I'd be: A wolf
If I were a vegetable, I'd be: Peas ^^
If I were an element, I'd be: Earth
If I were a car, I'd be: Caddilac
If I were a song, I'd be: Wind from Akeboshi
If I were a book, I'd be: Too many to say
If I were a food, I'd be: Lasagna
If I were a material, I`d be: Iron
If I were a taste, I`d be : Sweet
If I were a word, I'd be: Love
If I were a body part, I'd be: The Hands
If I were a facial expression, I'd be: Shock
If I were a shape, I'd be a: Shapeless
If I were a number, I'd be: 7
If i were a mythical creature I be a: Sphinx

{ } Fallen for your best friend?
{ } Made out with JUST a friend?
{x} Been rejected?
{x} Been in love?
{x} Been in lust?
{ } Used someone?
{ }Piercings?
{x} Been used?
{ } Been cheated on?
{x} Done something you regret?
{x} Considered a life of crime?
{ } Considered being a hooker?
{ } Considered being a pimp?
{ } Are you psycho?
{ } Split personalities?
{ } Schizophrenic?
{x} Obsessive?
{ } Racist?
{ } Obsessive compulsive?
{ } Dream of dead bodies, blood, death, and gore?
{x} Dream of doing those things instead of just seeing them?
{x} Understanding?
{x} Open-minded?
{x} Arrogant?
{x} Insecure?
{ } Interesting?
{x} Hungry?
{x} Friendly?
{x} Smart?
{x} Moody?
{x} Childish?
{x} Independent?
{ } Hard working?
{ } Organized?
{x} Healthy?
{x} Emotionally stable?
{x} Shy?
{x} Difficult?
{x} Attractive?
{x} Bored easily?
{x} Thirsty?
{x} Responsible?
{x} Sad?
{x} Happy?
{x} Trusting?
{x} Talkative?
{x} Original?
{x} Different?
{x} Unique?(duuh everybody is unique)
{x} Lonely?
{x} Had a bad life?
{ } Have a bad life?
{x} Dye your hair?
{ } Floss daily?
{ } Own a web cam?
{x} Ever get off the damn computer?
{ } Ever done a drug(s)?
{x} Ever drank alcohol?
{ }Suicidal? 

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Written about Wednesday 2006-05-17
Written: (5124 days ago)

Carts for my math project have to be finished tomorrow..
I haven`t even started yet.
its gonna be a looooooong night.-.-

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Written about Tuesday 2006-05-16
Written: (5126 days ago)

I have my mojo back! bwahahahaha!
For the first time in months I`ve had a dream that didn`t include my ex-boyfriend.
And I must say , that was extremely relaxing.
This weekend I went out again (for the first time in weeks , if not months) and I`ve had the greatest time with my friends . Its like I didn`t know how to have fun in these last few months.
But I`m back , I`m starting to become the happy person again that I was a long time ago.
So my breaking up must`ve been good.

Things I have to do
: make a drawing or something else artistic for bv3 ca
: make a book essay for dutch
: Try to be nice to my ex josry , even when he pisses me off.
: Draw more hands !!!
: make those carts for my math project.
:Draw more.
: Clean the messy mess in my dad`s home as soon as I come to burgwerd.
: Try not to think about josry all the time.

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Written about Friday 2006-05-12
Written: (5129 days ago)

I am a A Rune Dragon!

Hey, I took the http://dragonhame.com online Inner Dragon quiz and found out I am a Rune Dragon on the inside.

In the war between good and evil, Rune Dragons take the side of the noble and good....
When it comes to the powers of Chaos vs. those of Law and Order, your inner dragon tends to do things by the book. ...
As far as magical tendancies, a Rune Dragon's nature does not lend itself well to the ways of Magic....
During combat situations, whether by spells or by claw, your inner dragon will do whatever it takes to get the job done....
Rune Dragons are burdened with a specific task upon the world. They retain their original knowledge and experience, but something about their making compels them into undying loyalty.'
Although it does not cast spells itself, the Rune Dragon is Very magical in nature. In fact, it is a being made almost purely from the stuff of magic itself.'
The Rune Dragon appears dull grey in color, with each of it's scales containing a magical glyph of power. These glyphs contain the mighty spells involved in the dragons making. To undo these glyphs is to undo the dragon itself. It should also be noted that when the Rune Dragon has completed the task set for it, it's soul is freed from it's body.
This Dragons favorite elements are: Magic and Undying Loyalty


aha...glad to know ^^

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Written about Friday 2006-05-12
Written: (5130 days ago)

Yay I drew something again:D
it was about time , it has been ages since I picked up the pencil.
I was having an "artist block" Or however you may call it.
Its not like I`ve drawn something great. But at least its something.
go me!~^^

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Written about Monday 2006-05-08
Written: (5133 days ago)

I`m really starting to miss him now... Its monday , 19.46 and this is normally the time he`d come around for a while. Its at times like this that I feel how much I really miss him. I didn`t know it would be this bad. Whenever I have nothing on my mind or nothing to do I start thinking about him. Actually , I`m thinking about him all the time even when I`m busy. I miss everything , his smile , his touch , the way he used to look at me , the way he used to tease me. Hell I even miss the annoying things that used to piss me off. I want to touch him again, talk to himm , do silly things say silly words. . I just want to BE with him.
Its impossible though , he hates my guts. And when we were still together it wasn`t possible either..because he never had any time for me..
But still...that doesn`t mean I don`t miss him now. I knew this was going to happen I really knew but I couldn`t avoid this anyway. Whatever was gonna happen back then , I`d still be the one who`s been hurt.. And that sucks, it really does.
I didn`t know you could miss someone this much.

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Written about Thursday 2006-05-04
Written: (5137 days ago)

He`s trying to make me jealous..
and its working
And so I try to make him jealous to
thats also working
but I do not feel happier..
He may act like a five year old
but so am I...
Not when he`s around though , I still have my dignity
I think...
I`m obsessed and I still love him 0.o
damn it.!

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Written about Wednesday 2006-04-26
Written: (5146 days ago)

My ex.. is behaving like a little kid :| seriously! I thought that we could be friends because he obviously didn`t care about me anymore but then I broke up with him and he`s suddenly behaving like a 5 year old towards me :S
I don`t get it.. I must`ve hurt his ego or something or maybe its just the fact that I dumped HIM and not the other way around. He can`t be really sad or anything.. If he loved me , he would`ve treated me better.
I`m feeling sorry for him though.. And maybe he has the right to be angry at me .. but I don`t know what I did wrong exept for dumping him and I did that very gently also.. I didn`t use bad words or anything..
And he asked me if we could be friends.. well yeah sure I said and I thought it would be okey but he`s not behaving friendlike at all :S
Geesh I really think its his ego or something .
Well.. I hope he can act normally around me soon because I would really like to be at least friends with him..And he`s a little pathetic now with he`s childlike behaviour. He`s making a huge fool of himself and it pains me just seeing it.
Maybe he really did love me..Because..what else would make him act like this.:S Aah well. He should`ve treated me better, if he did I didn`t have to break up with him and he wouldn`t behave like a total ass right now.

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Written about Sunday 2006-04-23
Written: (5148 days ago)

Okey so I have a diary. Lets use it! XD
I broke up with my boyfriend last friday although I`m still deeply in love with him. He just didn`t seem to be interested in me anymore.He never took me out (and if I wanted to take him out he just said " no some other time" ) He never cuddled or kissed me anymore , Said rude things to me. I barely got to see him even though we go to the same school and he practically lives accros the street. " I don`t have any time " He said. What he meant was " I don`t want to make time for you " This last month was really the worst. I knew that I had to break up with him because he was obviously not going to make me happy like this. But I still kept hoping that he would change. He didn`t..it got worse. He stopped saying sweet things to me , ignored me completely and although he said he loved me .. it sure didn`t feel like it.
So I decided that although I love him , it isn`t worth the effort if he doesn`t love me. And so I had to do the hardest thing uptil now in my life. I`m a big fat coward actually because for weeks I just couldn`t tell him (but that was also because I didn`t want to say it in front of his friends ..that would`ve been cruel)
And so.. after a month of doubts and hopes I finally did it. Strangly enough I feel happier now.. although it really does suck that I`ve lost him. But in the end I know it was the right decision... He didn`t have any intentions to change his blunt behaviour towards me even though I begged him for it.Well..I guess it can`t be helped. Maybe my breaking up with him made him realise what he`s lost. Or not because he didn`t react hurt or mad or anything.
He used to be very sweet and nice to me..I just wish he had stayed that way..
Last time our relationship lasted 6 months and 1 day
This time it lasted 8 months and four days ..
I just hope that there won`t be a next time ^^

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Written about Friday 2005-09-09
Written: (5374 days ago)

Hatred is such a useless feeling
You won`t solve anything with it
I used to think the other way around,
but now I know that to hate is to die a little
Everytime you let hatred get into your hearth,
your soul will become darker.
My soul has been dark...because I hated.
But now I know , it was foolish of me..
Don`t spend all of your energy into hating someone..
Its not worth the effort .
I`d rather spend my days without hate and love
Than having a dark soul one more day.
Because it was love..that learned me how to hate.

662289  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2005-09-09
Written: (5374 days ago)

Don`t cry
Don`t cry...please don`t cry
I can`t bear to see you sad
My heart has also torn apart
but still I try
To keep on smiling ,
and put on a happy face
just to make sure..I won`t die
so I can keep protecting you.

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