wow thats fun in an odd way
well nothing realy to be happpy about life is the same darg as eveery feel like i am being used for sex bye this girl and being used for my muny but i no way to find out if she is and i think her dad hates me i dont know why but just the looks i get from him are not the nicest but o the a good not i am practing my relgon more doing a lot more studing i am moveing in two weeks to go to school to luren to be a welder or something like that i still love your art just leting u know that it is i cant think of a word to say but i like it a lot some times i wish i did not live in the us people her are not as open as thay are in the eu and i feel like the eu is mre home to me then any outher place o well thats al i want to type sorrry its so long
i get used al the time now all i ask for is a girl that love or likes me for me i have been used 4 times in the last mounth and it is pissing me off i cant tack this munch more why cant i get respct liek i desurve i treat girls like thay need to be treated like they meen the world to me and when i am dating u u do meen tohe world to me but now a days trust is a buing thing for me i ask the to be open with me and not to lie and what have thay alll done is lie to me time and time agane i am sick of it thay say i am sweet kind and nice guy that i am cute and good in bed no the bst thay have ever had and the i still get uused wtf grr can any of u hlp me figer out why i get used all the time ??? talk to me tell me its going to be ok or something thats all for nowe
a day in my life a life of hell and hurt
just people at work are being bitchs and i was so close to nocking a lot of people out to day it start when i got to work the guy the closed last night did a shit job,no water for the cutrt guys hot a hotday like to day u need cold water but there was not so ilost 1 1./2 cleeing up and geting water / then we opend and a shit storm of people came in then i had to run around in the het sweeting like crazzy helping ever fuck ass in new egleand
and all most geting run over so many times it was not funy so then i got more pissed then i whent to lunch came back had to to come work (more traning for shit i dont need to know to do my job ) so when i was doing that i was out for an houre some guy had to lod all this shit i missed he got made because i was doing my fing job and doing what i was told to do and the guy that hade the rado never listens to it so i got bitched out bye my boss for takeuing to long on the com (the programwell notlet u go faster it was half an houre program o and one cart guy was three houres late so there where no carts in side so the cart guy biched at me because i was i was not there to do my job but i was the hole time he dose the same job as me yet he is lazzy neevr gets yelled at just all that shit and yestrday my gf's x huben came over on my one day this wek i get to see my gf and got all mad at her because she did not want to go out with him or have sex with him o and he has a new gf and a new kid fucking ass i was going to kill him he hade my gf balling for two fing houres and all the shit in one big ball o and i am runing out of muny so i well be hoemles soon ..............
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right now i am lost in my mid some munch in there lost confused sade cold happy at times but lost most of the time and i dont know why just lost wishing things had not hapend and i got what i dremted about now i right in this place so u dont see not like u read it because i suck at speeling and writhing and a lot more i just need to be me that what i am but no one likes it well fuck thwem i help all and if u dont like me fuck u ill kill u and no i am me i have many siodes three to be exat and one i dont even fuck with the deepset hate come for this side and if u stand in my way i well not stop till u are out of my way now if u need help dont stand in my way stand next to me and ask for help not in frunt of me i well not stop for u if u are with me then u are with me if i leve u dont think i have left u i i hate u then u dont hate me if i love u i love u if i yell at u i am sorry please there so munchh hate for this all all of it and theres love i wish to know u i and in knowing u ull know me and ill know me ..............