[JssemCatMistress]'s diary

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Written about Wednesday 2005-10-26
Written: (5401 days ago)

Ever noticed how people tend to make two opinions of you? The first is always your physical appearance. The second is how you talk, and is either an editing of the first or an addition. You can look like a punky goth, the "bad" sort, then add a sweet personality. You get: A sweet kid, who should really wear more colors. Now, you do the same with a prep, the "good" sort and add a nasty additude. You get : A very pretty child, who might need some discpline. *Sigh* I'm sorry if I'm on a rant, but I am tired of people looking adorable and getting away with EVERY BLOODY THING!!! I'm not saying that about ALL cuties.. but I do know quite a few who need their priorities straightened out PRONTO.

I'm done ranting, thanks, this has been another exciting edition with your hostess Lady J'ssem.
*Bows Out*

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Written about Tuesday 2005-10-18
Written: (5409 days ago)

Something I forgot to mention:

I have finished writing my first book.

J'ssem's book.

*Grins slightly* All bloody 214 pages of J'ssem's books is DONE!!!! It is currently in need of editing.. ~Somehow doubts her da' will finish doing it.~ And I have to finish my ink drawings for it. But, other then that.. just needs to be published. 

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Written about Friday 2005-10-14
Written: (5413 days ago)

Something new.. whee

Warmth |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 86%
Intellect |||||||||||||||||||||||| 78%
Emotional Stability ||||||||||||||||||||| 70%
Aggressiveness |||||| 14%
Liveliness ||||||||||||||| 46%
Dutifulness |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 82%
Social Assertiveness ||||||||||||||| 46%
Sensitivity |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 86%
Paranoia ||||||||||||||| 50%
Abstractness |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Introversion |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 82%
Anxiety ||||||||||||||||||||| 66%
Openmindedness |||||||||||||||||||||||| 74%
Independence |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 82%
Perfectionism ||||||||||||||| 50%
Tension ||||||||| 30%

And how to read this....

Cattell's 16 Factor Key

Factor low score          high score
Warmth cold, selfish       supportive, comforting
Intellect instinctive, unstable  cerebral, analytical
Emotional Stability irritable,  moody level headed, calm
Aggressiveness modest,      docile controlling, tough
Liveliness somber, restrained   wild, fun loving
Dutifulness untraditional, rebellious conforming, traditional
Social Assertiveness shy, withdrawn  uninhibited, bold
Sensitivity coarse, tough       touchy, soft
Paranoia trusting, easy going    wary, suspicious
Abstractness practical, regular   strange, imaginative
Introversion open, friendly    private, quiet
Anxiety confident, self assured  fearful, self-doubting
Openmindedness closeminded, set-in-ways   curious, exploratory
Independence outgoing, social   loner, craves solitude
Perfectionism disorganized, messy   orderly, thorough
Tension relaxed, cool      stressed, unsatisfied

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Written about Sunday 2005-10-09
Written: (5418 days ago)

I'm back, again.. heh.. the sad little girl is back too. Why? You know.. I really don't know.. wish I did, but I'm not going to worry about it. Just live on.. as I always do. Ignore the worries and the saddness and just live on. Boy that sounds rather bad. *Siiigh* I'm just lonely at the moment. Kindda get that way when every person you talk to has a signifigant other they like to tell you about. Me? Alone, alone, alone, in a place where people just don't give two hoots. Not a good feeling, really. *shakes her head* But what can I do?

lady J'ssem

Back, once again

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Written about Thursday 2005-03-03
Written: (5638 days ago)

Dear Elfwood,

Look who's back amoungts the living! *Chuckles* I'm back! Moved, and in a new house. New veiws on everything too. But, that's the way I am.. and YESSS please stop the world I wanna get off!!!!!

For more information please do not IM me, as it's none of anyone buisness and you will be yelled at. Seriously. I mean that.

Told you I've changed. Question is: Is it for the better or worse?

Lady J'ssem

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Written about Sunday 2004-11-14
Written: (5747 days ago)

I had to add this... but for the love of everyone I'm going to remove all the images until someone tells me what I'm doing wrong.

You have an animal soul! Arent you lucky! You are very interactive with animals and can understand them even if you dont speak their tongue. The birds arent afraid of you, deer can eat out of your palm, and every dog will roll over for you. As an Animal Soul, you follow your instinct, sometimes making rash decisions, and not thinking properly. If you dont understand something, you reject and push it away, and can get very disastrous when angry. At the same time, youre a very kind person who can make people feel better, and are understanding and compassionate. One of the great things about you is that your rarely jealous, and know that you have to share and help other people if you want to survive this world. You are very loyal and optimistic, and can make it through the toughest times.

your dark and mysterious..you have a hidden talent but you don't tell anyone..its probably an art of some kind...you don't let people get that close to you because you've been hurtalot...your tough and independant..your actually alot like me....cool..please rate..

Take the quiz: <a href="http://www.zenhex.com/quiz.php?id=735">"Which God or Goddess are you?"<br><img:http://www.zenhex.com/quiz/735/res5.jpg" border=0></a><br>God of Beautiful Death<br>Elegant, regal, and beautiful. You accept death for what it is, and unavoidable part of life. You often feel higher than others, more mature or sane, and tend to wear dresses and skirts if your a girl, or collared shirts if you're a boy. You bring those who have died a peaceful death to their resting place.

"Tis an Earth Dragon be awakening...when a rose survives through winter..."
You are an earth Dragon! You have a knack for Nature or animals, and are peaceful, careful, chariming, and optimistic. You can throw a tantrum now or then, but who doesnt? You value simple things in life, such as friends, familly, and Nature.

You are naturally born with a gift, whether it be poetry, writing or song. You love beauty and creativity, and usually are highly intelligent. Others view you as mysterious and dreamy, yet also bold since you hold firm in your beliefs.

You are the Strange Creature that fell from the sky. You are not understood and are careful in any kind of realtionship. You have peculer ways and thoughts. You are quiet but present. I like weird people, rate my quiz.

You are a green dragon. YOu dwell in the forest and you love peace. You don't often bother yourself with human affairs but you love to help when needed.

You are the chinese element of Metal. People who are under the element of Metal are organized, discriminating and tidy. Metal, you are a trigger, and also very controlling and hate being wrong. The color of metal is white and your symbol is the tiger. Autumn is the season in which metal shines, and it's months are July/August. Your weather condition is clear. Metal is the direction of west, and your day is Friday, while your planet is Venus. Animals under your element are usually furred. People under you are Tibetan. Your sense is smell, your taste is acrid/spicy, your sound is lamenting and your virtue is righteousness. Your organ are the lungs. You were created by Earth and control Wood.

You are an angel of the forest. You love to have a good time and to get in trouble. For you, it's all fun and games. You like to have friends, preferably not human, and can converse with all animals. You love to party, and like to be alone. You are a deep person, but most people miss it. Thinking that you are just childish and young. Which you are not. You are old, and wise, even if nobody can see it. You know what the real world is like, better that your peers. You have a naturally beatiful singing voice, and are a natural with most instruments.
You can often loose your self. But will always find yourself again. For that is just who you are.

Be happy. Never change. Because you are beautiful.

I have passed test, and I am now deemed worthy to be known as a ... ... Sorceress. In the war between good and evil, Sorceresss take the side of the noble and good.I am gifted with the elemental plane of Earth. 

Find out what kind of Wizard/Wizardess you are at <a href="http://WizardSoul.Com" > WizardSoul.com </a>

A Sorceress creates magic the way a poet creates poems, with inborn talent honed by practice. They have no books, no mentors, no theories just raw power that they direct at will. Some Sorceress' claim that the blood of dragons courses through their veins. It may even be true-it is common knowledge that certain powerful dragons can take humanoid form and even have humanoid lovers, and it's difficult to prove that a given a Sorceress does
not have a dragon ancestor. A Sorceress often has striking good looks, usually with a touch of the exotic that hints at an unusual heritage. Still, the claim that a Sorceress is partially draconic is either an unsubstantiated boast on the part of a certain Sorceress or envious gossip on the part of those who lack the Sorceress's gift.

Find out what kind of Wizard/Wizardess you are at <a href="http://WizardSoul.Com" >WizardSoul.com</a>

You draw your powers from the element of Earth. Mountains move with the power of your will and the stones of the earth sing your name as you pass by. The earth is your sanctuary and protector. Some of the more powerfull spells in your arsenal include Earthquake, StoneSking, Petrify, and oh … did I mention EARTHQUAKE?

Find out what kind of Wizard/Wizardess you are at <a href="http://WizardSoul.Com" >WizardSoul.com</a>

You're Element is Night. You're a loner who is very creative but never show your work to anyone. You may smile a little but sadness or loneliness surround you and other can feel it when they're near you. You have a dark or unusual beauty that makes you mysterious and you probably have a lot of secrets that you've never told anyone. You're beauty is intriging and unorthidox but the real thing that makes you special is your eyes. Something in them makes them like "Diamonds in the Rough".

Love. You Truly Desire Love. You long for someone to hold you and take the pain away. You haven't been in much relationships or you need to work on how to handle them. You always seem lost in a daydream about the person you care about most.

You are one of the few out there whose wings are truly ANGELIC. Selfless, powerful, and divine, you are one blessed with a certain cosmic grace. You are unequalled in peacefulness, love, and beauty. As a Being of Light your wings are massive and a soft white or silver. Countless feathers grace them and radiate the light within you for all the world to see. You are a defender, protector, and caretaker. Comforter of the weak and forgiver of the wrong, chances are you are taken advantage of once in awhile, maybe quite often. But your innocence and wisdom sees the good in everyone and so this mistreatment does not make you colder. Merciful to the extreme, you will try to help misguided souls find themselves and peace. However not all Angelics allow themselves to be gotten the better of - the Seraphim for example will be driven to fighting for the sake of Justice and protection of those less powerful. Congratulations - and don't ever change - the world needs more people like you.

Purple Vibes
Your Energy is Purple. You are a visionary with unmatched intuition and spiritual consciousness. The mystical world and unexplainable forces fascinate you. There resides in you a true dignity and nobility, and others see you as a worthy leader, and loyal friend. You are often very mature, with a deep understanding of human nature, and you will instinctively encourage and guide others toward< their full potential.

You find it natural to express yourself aesthetically and artistically, you may be involved in the artistic professions, a religious organization, or in activities that have a degree of ceremony and ritual. You would make a good therapist, healer, psychic, or entrepreneur.

You are a forest shadow. Your essence is that of the tree or beast that casts you upon the earth. You feel a purpose to be in balance with the cycles of life and are wise and beautiful in your submission to the justice of Mother Nature. You are peaceful in nature and, though you feel small, your spirit is precious, strong, and mighty as the (green)forces with which it is affiliated. (please rate my quiz cuz it took me for freaking ever to create)

You are Form 1, Goddess: The Creator.

"And The Goddess planted the acorn of life. She cried a single tear and shed a single drop of blood upon the earth where she buried it. From her blood and tear, the acorn grew into the world."

Some examples of the Goddess Form are Gaia (Greek), Jehova (Christian), and Brahma (Indian).
The Goddess is associated with the concept of creation, the number 1, and the element of earth.
Her sign is the dawn sun.

As a member of Form 1, you are a charismatic individual and people are drawn to you. Although sometimes you may seem emotionally distant, you are deeply in tune with other people's feelings and have tremendous empathy. Sometimes you have a tendency to neglect your own self. Goddesses are the best friends to have because they're always willing to help.

Rain: You are the sound of rain. You have two important sides. There is your strong, powerful side and your calm, gentle side. Both are very important. Rain also reflects a bit of darkness in your personality. It isn't bad, just shows that along with the good, you also can see bad, which can come in handy. (please rate my quiz)

I am a A Opal Dragon!

Hey, I took the http://dragonhame.com online Inner Dragon quiz and found out I am a Opal Dragon on the inside.

In the war between good and evil, Opal Dragons take the side of the noble and good....
When it comes to the powers of Chaos vs. those of Law and Order, your inner dragon is a risk taker and answers to no one....
As far as magical tendancies, Your inner dragon has the ability to conquer the world of magic, but it will not be easy....
During combat situations, whether by spells or by claw, your inner dragon will do whatever it takes to get the job done....
The Opal Dragon is smaller than most other Dragons but does not allow this
to get in it's way. It's speed in the air, on land, and in water make up
for the Opal Dragon's smaller size. It's scales shine with a soft silvery
glow that flicker with the deep colours of the energetic flashes found
within this Dragon's body. The Opal Dragon is secretive and nocturnal in
nature. Though this dragon is not fond of being seen in it's natural form,
it's curious nature cause it to often shapeshift to look like other Beings
and walk the world seeking wisdom.'
The Opal Dragon will make it's home anywhere but travels often. This has
earned the Opal Dragon it's reputation as a nomadic creature. This Dragon
is quick to defend any who are being treated unjustly, regardless of
species, though it will always attempt a non-violent solution before
resorting to bloodshed. However, if a peacable solution cannot be found
then watch out...the Opal Dragon has earned the title of both the bravest
and fiercest when forced into battle and nothing can stop this dragon from
destroying those who would cross it in this way.'
The Opal Dragon is a contradiction. It loves the presence of others as long
as the presence is sought by the Dragon, itself...if an Opal Dragon does
not seek you out first, it is unlikely you will find one. All in all, this
Dragon is honourable, protective, magickal, and wise...just don't make it
angry or hurt those few this Dragon is close to.
This Dragons favorite elements are: Opals, Wisdom, and Justice


I want to clear something up for all of ya'll.. with all these Quizilla quizzes, I've basicly figured out I'm an artist, intune with nature, whose a hopeless romantic, loves helping people, but tends to be quiet and alone... meaning?

That I've just basicly said everything that I am, through taking a ton of quizzes... thanks!

*PLEASE NOTE* I moved it here because I felt it should be here..

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Written about Monday 2004-08-02
Written: (5851 days ago)

I moved my song here.. thought it might be easier...

"I Know"

I know where you've been
I know where your going
I've been down the road
So many times.

Don't you understand now?
I know where you're going?
I know where you've been?
I've seen the whole wide world.
So I'll be watching over you

Can't you understand know?
I'm here for you?
I'm always here.

I know where you're going
I know where you've been
I've been down the road
So many times.

Now, don't you worry,
Don't be afraid now
I know this world is scary
But it's lovely too.

I know where you've been
I know where your going
I've been down the road
So many times.

Don't you understand now?
I know where you're going?
I know where you've been?
I've seen the whole wide world.
So I'll be watching over you.

I've been all over the world
I've seen everything
I know about the sinners
And I know about the good
I see through the lies
I see through the truth

I know where you've been
I know where your going
I've been down the road
So many times.

I know what your doing
I know what you've seen
You will never see everything
Unless you believe in
Something far away
Something that heals the day

I know where you've been
I know where your going
I've been down the road
So many times.

Don't you understand now?
I know where you're going?
I know where you've been?
I've seen the whole wide world.
So I'll be watching over you.

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Written about Sunday 2004-07-04
Written: (5879 days ago)

I want someone to answer this question for me.. Why?!? WHY do people, good people, make WRONG choices?! WHY do good people fall in love with complete.. @$$3$!!! WHY do they NOT listen to friends, best friends, family, who KNOW what their "loves" are REALLY like...

*Siiiigh* My best friend is marrying a complete... pervert. A jerk who, before dating her, had a kid, and then, while dating her, got another girl pregnaunt. Tell me, if you would.. is that love to you? Because it isn't to me.


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Written about Friday 2004-06-11
Written: (5902 days ago)

Hi Elftown... I have decided to share a solo of one of my chars... This one is Diana Rose, a vampiress, and an heir to the throne in a game I'm playing. She's torn, because, though she is a GOOD vampire, she is still a vampire. Makes life interesting.. *Grins*


Diana creeps along the tops of the buildings, the moonlight hidden by a thick cloud cover. But she didn't need the light of the moon.. THe lights of the town was bright enough for her to watch her prey: a group of five men, the local drug lords. They had several underlords, and hundreds of minials, who would flee the moment they heard their masters were defeated. But her targets were the five humans. She watches, her normally honey-brown eyes turning blood red, as they move from building to building laughing and hurting people weaker then them-selves. It was the normal reutine with all drug lords. The vampiress moves with skill and sleath, scurrying across the roof-tops. She smirks seeing a good place to... do her thing. She stands, and hops down without a sound, croutching when she lands. Straightening, Diana brushes off her leathers, and looks back at the group of men, huddled against the wall. When they were close, she puts on a playful look, and slips around, to lean against the wall.
One of the bigger lords notices her and a nasty grin covers his burly features.
"A new girly.. what oor name, dove?" He asks, in a disgusting voice. Diana's skin crawls, when he touches her, but she keeps her smile.
"Diana.. my name is Diana Rose.." She purrs, her honey-brown eyes disgusted, but her blood red lips in a playful smile.
"Well, Diana Rose.. would you like to spend a couple of hours with me? I can play you pretty well, for such a little dove like your-self?" Another says, a bull-like man, with yellowed eyes, one who enjoys his wares a bit too much. The others all started shouting offers as well, each trying to put in a higher, more tempting bid. Diana put on a perplexed pout, tapping her chin.
"Oh dear me.. what should I do? So many big strong men, and only one little Diana." She says, sounding like an innocent school girl, "I know! The one man who I enjoy their kiss.. can have me." She says, grinning. The men start shoving amoungst them-selves hooting and cat-calling, as the big bull-like man grabs her around her tiny middle, and forces his mouth roughly over her's. THe sound stops, when he suddenly back up, looking pale.
"Sorry.. I didn't like your kiss..." She whispers, blood dripping from her mouth. Before any of the men could react.. they were all unconcious on the ground, deathly pale. Diana smirks, cleaning her-self off, before taking them, one at a time to the constible, and dumping them before him.
"My pay... if you do not mind?" Diana asks, holding out her hand. The constible hands her a large bag, stareing at the five dead-looking men. Diana smiles, tying the bag to her belt.
"Try not to be too hard on them, they had a very bad day." She calls over her slender shoulder, as she sways out of the jail. Diana smiles up at the moon, as it peeks out, patting the bag of coins at her side. A very good hual...

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Written about Monday 2004-06-07
Written: (5906 days ago)
Next in thread: 249003

Dear Elftown,

Yes.. I am in an odd mood today, explained by the words "Mimosa blooms and a loving heart". If you guys don't know what mimosas are, they are really, really pretty flowering trees, with gorgeous sweet-smelling blooms that look like white and pink or cream flames or hair. Yes, I hate pink, but I make an exception for these flowers. Here's a pic of one... if this thingy will let me post it..


My mum and I both say they need to bottle the smell of mimosa blooms. Mimosa flowers are REALLY delicate.. one of my favorite flower, if you can't tell. *Smiles*

And if you don't know what a loving heart is? Well.. I'm sorry... I'm not sure I can help with that. But I'm in a rather good mood today. *Smiles*


Lady J'ssem.

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Written about Monday 2004-05-24
Written: (5921 days ago)

Dear ElfTown,
Well.. I am offically a graduate. I graduated Thursday, as Valedictorian, Head of my Class, and I received an award that had only been given to four other people in the 10 years of my school. And if my head wasn't big enough, I was asked to give the principal of my campus a gift from our school. Whoo-whoo.. *Grins a little* Yes.. I is special...

Okay, I was RPing, and I wrote a marzelous entry about J'ssem's race... so I decided to share it with ya'll... (Doesn't mention it's for her as well..)

J'ssem's head bows slightly, stroking the pendent. No one may take the jewel of a living Shari.. unless the Shari willingly gave it to them, in which case the recepiant would harbor the Shari's magics, and all her thoughts and emotions. The magics of the jewels would seriously injury any who would try to steal the jewel, and the Shari would almost always kill the would-be theif.
"No..., a blessing for many Shari, once the Shari is dead... the magic fades, and the soul continoues to where it belongs. Only a necromancer of darkest power could ever hold the magic in a jewel of a dead Shari.." J'ssem smiles sadly, stroking her cat-head shapped pendent, watching him, slightly.
"I was a mere kitling.. And they took us by serprise.. binding the men folk with magicked chains, and casting magicked nets over the women and children.. My mother and I were the only to servive, but my father, of the Evil Clan, killed her, and left me for dead... I was granted grace... though I can never forget what happend to my Clan..." She says softly...

*Is proud of that post.*

Okay... I had my little ego trip.. *Smiles*

Love yah, Elftown!

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Written about Saturday 2004-05-15
Written: (5929 days ago)

Dear Elftown,

Well, my grandma came from Indiana today, so can you guess what we've been busy doing? If anyone guessed cleaning, your are right and get a cookie. *Chuckles*
Prom has come and gone, and whenever my da' gets back from Colorado, I will have a new pic, with me in the stunning dress my mum made me. ~And, if I say so my-self, I thought I looked rather nice *Blushes*~ Belive it or not, I actuilly had a guy ask for my number, which was funny because I was the one to ask him to dance. But, sadly, it was poor judgement as the guy turns out to be the BIGGEST REDNECK in the WORLD!!!!! No lie!!! *Siiiiigh* Oh well.. it was a lesson learned. Asking guys to dance can give you spectacilar results... as long as you don't ask a guy who is wearing a cow-boy hat, unless you like that type.
Anything eles importent...? Let's see... I don't have anymore school.. ~too smart for my own good~ and... in about five days one of those mile-stone days of every person's life... My graduation... I'll tell ya'll about that on a later date, though... maybe the day of graduation... dunno..

Love ya'll..


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Written about Thursday 2004-05-06
Written: (5938 days ago)

Dear Elftown,

Well... May is a big month, for me, and a lot of others.. First... my birthday was the first.. *Loud Happy Birthdays are heard* lol... I'm offically 18, ~Old, old, old!~ And... I'm graduating the 20th... *More cheering* And... prom is in two days... *Cowers at the thought* Really pretty dress... theme is "Once upon a Fairy Tale" BUT! It has snuck up on my and my mum, so you can imagaine the choas around here... Choas... lovely choas... *Siiiiiiiiiighs*

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Written about Wednesday 2004-04-21
Written: (5953 days ago)

Dear Elftown....

The Lady J'ssem Cat Mistress.... is bored. Yes bored! And you know what that means? Oh nevermind, of course you don't know what that means. SO! In response to the severe boredom that is treatening to consume me. I am going to write a LONG RP style intro on my House description thingy...

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Written about Monday 2004-04-19
Written: (5956 days ago)

Dear Elftown...

Eh hem

I GOT MY KIIIITTTTTTYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHA-HOO!!!!!

He's the most adorable kitty in the whole wide world, cause he's mine!!!! He has been offically named Loki... he's already a little mischief maker! *Squee!!!!!*

He's black save for a gray muzzle that make him look like he has a mustache... I thought at first to call him Drow, but Loki is MUCH better. And he's SSSSSOOOOOOOOOOOO cute... he's going to be spoiled rotten, first chance I get!! Heh... well, that's everything..

Lady J'ssem

*Bounces around squeeling happily about her new kitten for a while before hopping off*

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